Friday. 6.28.13 10:24 am
It is the end of June and yet another month has passed on by with me whining about how I don't want to work almost every day to my colleagues. It has only been about 3 weeks since I last saw him and I don't know why all I want to do is just spend time with him, even if it's just a little while. For some unknown reason, he still is the reason I have some stupid smile on my face. We have established that nothing can happen and nothing will happen and he has always metaphorically thrown a bucket of cold water at me whenever i even jokingly suggest that (I got a sweat face emoticon for telling him that I want him, not his money, so yea!). Yet every time I am upset with life and feeling lonely, I think of him. Probably because he was the only guy so far that I ever wanted. I am far from understanding any of his actions at all. I don't understand my need for his presence either.
love is blind and very irrational. » renaye
on 2013-07-04 10:31:14
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