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Tuesday. 10.5.10 12:03 am
Hi shitty dayz
Monday. 10.4.10 11:09 am
I'm done with all the fun
all that i'm left with now is shitty dayz
I have a short film to make by this week
hopefully everything turns out what i had in mind.
4 movie reviews to do, which i have not started.
A art to sew, when i know shit about sewing.
They are all due on next friday
Those are the fun times left behind.
Tuesday. 9.28.10 5:38 am
Hotmail has been a fuss recently, i can't log in my account/msn
i keep getting this password incorrect error, i've reset it once then
everything turn out fine not until recently, this error thing pops out
again, i doubt that anyone would want to hack my account.. I tried to
reset it again but the reset code was directed into my inbox, and wtf
i can't even logged into my email how to hell i'm i supposed to reset the
password, a few attempts.. i gave up, so i created a new email
I did lost a few contacts, so please add me up if you're
once in my [email protected] 's msn.
Tuesday. 9.28.10 1:06 am
I highly recommend everybody to listento Autolux
Almost every single track on their album kickass.
They are simply awesome, more than awesome.
I wish i knew how to quit you
Tuesday. 9.21.10 10:23 am
Tell you what, we coulda had a good life together!
Fuckin' real good life! Had us a place of our own. But you didn't want it,
Ennis! So what we got now is Brokeback Mountain! Everything's built on that!
That's all we got, boy, fuckin' all. So I hope you know that, even if you don't
never know the rest! You count the damn few times we have been together
in nearly twenty years and you measure the short fucking leash you keep me
on and then you ask me about Mexico and tell me you'll kill me for needing
somethin' I don't hardly never get. You have no idea how bad it gets!
I'm not you... I can't make it on a coupla high-altitude fucks once or
twice a year! You are too much for me Ennis, you sonofawhoreson bitch!
I wish I knew how to quit you.
I cry my eyes out everytime i watch Brokeback Mountain.
Sunday. 9.19.10 9:59 am
This week is spent with so much careful thoughts,
have been spending everyday wisely even though most part of
it does not concern school and assignment, i heck them. lol
I ended this week's saturday with family.
Lol at shan's face.
This is an inside joke picture.
Its meant to irritate someone and at the same time
made derrick laugh his sexy ass off. :D
Saturday. 9.18.10 5:57 am
Thursday. 9.16.10 1:57 pm
Lets talk about guilt.
This emotional feeling that empowered me for as
long as i'm alive, yes guilt is my ultimate weakness.
This is how often i'm guilt ridden
When i reluctantly promised derrick that i would
watch American's next top model cycle 15 because of
his constant persuasion of how awesome bitchin skinny models
that doesn't even look like their age are. Even though i pinky promised
him to watch but tbh i do not have any intention of doing it.
Still, guilt made me watch it in the middle of the night when
flashbacks of the pinky promised flashes through my mind.
When i'm eating, all ready to enjoy what i had in my hands
Then this bloody dog came along sitting right infront of me giving
me this innocent look which made me feel like fly kicking him in da face.
I feel obligated to share it with him, even though he is not supposed to
eat cause he goes bald after it, consequences will never be the same really.
Still, guilt made me feed him whatever shit that is in my hands cause
i felt like a bloody selfish asshole for not sharing it with him.
When i get worried at tiny little things which is none of my frigging
business at all, purely cause i always put myself in other's people shoes
and over think some of the tiny little things that i bet most of the people
doesn't even give a shit. I was sitting at home, watching tv then this middle
age sorrowful looking man stood outside my door and persude me to buy some
prawn crackers from him, more like begging than persuding.
I agreed partly because the dog can't stop barking. Hesistate after he told me
its like 10 dollars for just 1, and i'm supposed to buy 3 of them. Then i brainwash
myself and created a fiction life story for that man then i felt guilty for not buying
Guilt made me buy 10 dollars prawn cracker and 30 for 3.
He came almost every sunday morning then, i got my mum to answer
the door all the time, and i felt guilty for summoning the devil to him. lmao
When i'm in a conflict, after saying really mean stuff to that
someone, i felt so shitty after that. I regret every single time when
i say hurtful shit to people, even though at that angry moment it felt
awesome saying shitty mean things to just hurt that person but
that after effect of massive guilt, is unbearable. I learnt to shut up
Guilt ever fails to put me down all the time.
Those i've mention are minor stuff, which is kinda stupid
I hate guilt, so miserable
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