*sigh* I am feeling so old lately..I hate feeling like this. Even though I try and keep young at heart and not take on too many 'adult' things in life I can't seem to avoid the ticking of the clock and the journey of growing up. It is impossible to put aside, because everyone around me is developing, becoming more mature and settling down whereas I am still loving what do. Somehow reverting back to my teenage years of what I love. I dont know whether I can see myself back in the office, working a 40 hour week and paying off a mortgage etc..it all seems too far away.

But it really hit me, on Thurs night at MSU that my friends and I are all growing up. And there will always be another generation after us to do what we did as uni students and highschool students. Enjoying their youth. To be surrounded by a bunch of carefree, clowns, high pitched, screaming 18 yr olds was enough to annoy me. I was just in the wrong place, around a group of people who I no longer belong to. Quite sad actually...to think that I would trade it for a quiet night with the bf and hang out at home.

At uni even, I dont care to dress up anymore. Whereas the first years wear the lastest fashions and plod on the make up. Being a 18 yr old female, its like a sea of courtship at uni during first yr. It was how I was like...a long long time ago :p I just laugh at the stereotypes and the people who do not come to study but to socialize and main aim is to get a future husband. I guess cuz it is my last yr at uni and my goal is to finish my degree and get out. But also how ironic, that I want to stay in uni and observe these young people, cuz they bring me such humour.

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*edit* "20th century universities were just big child care centres"- Futurama.

The ball was excellent though, the drinks were unlimited! So it was funny to see everyone run around like maniacs and dance like fools. Got heaps of photos taken, so I'll add them to my flickr if u wanna take a lookie :) Let me know what you think of em...

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