Thursday. 2.15.07 12:28 am
I HATED TODAY! EVERY SINGLE VALENTINES I HAVE IS A SHITFULL DAY! I ALWAYS HATE IT! SO NEVER ASK ME WHY I HATE IT EVER AGAIN! NOW EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO CRY MY ASS OFF!!!!!
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Wednesday. 2.14.07 12:24 am
...was pretty awesome. I got to see ALOT of my old friends I havent seen since 8th grade or something. I can't remember everyone but my highlights [not that they were the only ppl that mattered. I mean the ppl I actually got to talk to other than just scream & hug] was Jessica, Alex, and Rachel! It was soooooo cool talking to them again. I'm so happy! I miss them so much already.
So, I'm wondering what messy horror will await me tomorrow.
Dear Lord, please let my sarcasm NOT come true. I don't want anything bad to happen to me, really. I just hated last year so much that this year, I can't focus on loving my friends and family on Valentines so much, that I feel I need a boyfriend to complete it. I really do pray nothing happens. Amen. So I hope there's a God-Blessed miracle that arrives.
And Jerry hugged me today. The first time in a LONG time. Which is probably why I dread tomorrow even more. But now I know we're really cool cause we can talk with no akward moment at all. But whenever he's around me, I still crave his attention. I think I have his attention, he's just probably as shy as me, you know?
Well, I think that's all. Nothing else. So.......bye! Comment! (1) | Recommend!
Monday. 2.12.07 8:46 pm
My feelings didn't last! Ha boy do I feel gay. Even If it's not a surprise I still feel effin' lame! Ugh! I hate feeling like this. That's why I hate liking guys!
And Valentines is coming up. GRR screw it. All the shitty feelings from last year are coming back and I don't wanna remember. It doesn't halp if I don't think about it because I'll end up remembering the momorie anyways. That's just the way bad memories work!
So screw the drama. I wanna talk about my new novel "Lucy in Love". Drama-Romance. So awesome. And no, It's not like the OC....so don't ask. Anyways, my previous novels I never ever finished which pisses me off so now, I'm REALLY gonna finish this. [This novel inspired by Jodde Blanco. Author of: Please Stop Laughing at Me].
So I'm praying my folks won't see my report card. I got a crappy bio grade because my teacher is a dickhead. Fuck him and his "Evolutionary" shit. Whatever I'm really cranky & ticked off right now. Well I'mma shower, eat, homework, monolouge, then g'nite!
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Catch me on Friendster lol!
Sunday. 2.11.07 11:05 pm
I'm actually updating my blogs there! ^_^
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Tuesday. 2.6.07 9:03 pm
I need a Shakspearean Monlologue for my DTASC audition int two days. It needs to be COMPLETE COMEDY....from his comedy play. PLEASE I NEED ANYONES HELP!!!!
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Tuesday. 2.6.07 12:24 am
Sunday. 2.4.07 10:06 pm
so yeah wats up? i got a new cover for my nano. it's hot! uncle ceasar gave me 20 bucks but i spent it all......hahah ^_^ and new necklace witha key-charm and ring in it =]. and a cute black necklace. [i went shopping with my cousins].
so yeah just listening to music and i can wait forever until school...it sucks! i hate waking up so effin early. okay ^_^
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Saturday. 2.3.07 4:10 pm
So i guess my two latest writings are a waste. I don't even think my feelings will last. They suck. I'm so comfused.
I HAVE A NEW RECOMENDED BOOK: "Please Stop Laughing At Me" by Jodee Blanco.
It's about a girl who was bullied from elementary through high school just because she was a TAD bit of an outcast, and she was mentally and physically abused. It's touching and eye-sucking. You just keep wanting to read! HIGHLY RECOMENDED!!
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