Thursday. 3.25.04 12:33 am
*sigh* ... ... ... theres this girl i've know at my school for a while and i think she is beauitful , funny and so on. I like her ... and if i was just to go with my gut feeling she is interested in me too. but i am scared to go with those feelings because i have no way to prove them. I dunno why i would need proof, i am just shy and i am tired of being in fucked relationships. I dunno i just wish that there would be some sign that would let me know what to do. ... ... ...
we talked on the phone tonight, i wish i wasn't so damn tired. I would have been able to been more conversive with her. We were just talkin about somethings and then the next thing that i know . BAM! I zoned out..... i heard her say something " wut else is there to talk about ...." thats when i zoned back in and just did something really random to mix it up. Make her laugh and make it feel less awarkward.
I dunno i am just wondering if she is nervous or wut. .... ... ... ... ..
well in a bit i heard her mom come in say something and then she had to go. she gave me her house number. She thanked me for calling her she will have to goto bed. She told me to call her house when ever. just not when its obnoxously late thats all . I wouldn't do that.
.... .... i wish i wouldn't worri like that.
but to make things worse i lost her number because i was putting in my phone and i accidently hit cancel instead of save and i forgot what it was. grrr.. why does shit like that happen to me.
... i duno i shouldn't get my hopes up , i'm only like this bc i don't want to be alone ne more. I want someone to help me release all these feelings trapt in me.
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