Tuesday. 6.12.07 1:00 pm
How do I depend on myself without pushing everyone else away? Is it possible to figure things out on my own, while at the same time not making strangers of those who know me best?
I've never been on my own. I think it's about time for me to be. I'm just scared that in the process, that loves ones will become strangers. Pretending that everything is ok, and pushing everyone away, is the only way to actually rely on myself. Five years from now, I don't want to realize that I've been "friends" with ppl who never really got to know me when I grew up.
If I do things on my own for now, and go back when I've settled things with myself...is it possible to pick up where we left off?
Or will we just be strangers who don't know each other at all?
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