Wow. March is here already. It seems like this year is moving along quickly. I've had a lot of time to think.. Despite my efforts, I am still just as scatter brained as a was a few weeks ago. x.x I get the feeling I need to stop thinking so much and start doing something. There are some things I want to know so bad that I am desperate for answers. However, I've come to realize over analizing my dreams and emotions isn't getting me anywhere. Time to start doing some research. I need to do something with my life. As things stand right now, I'm going nowhere. I'm not making a future for my children or myself.
For most of my life I felt worthless. When I was little, I never believed my Mother when she told me God never makes mistakes because I thought I was a mistake. A big mistake.. Now, I know I'm not completely worthless, and that maybe I am good for something. I have no clue what that something is... but if I don't get out into the world and make an effort I'll never know.


I need to know...

I've been kicking that thought around my head for ages. I still don't have an answer. The best that I have come up with is that we create our worth by honoring the lives of others.
» jinyu on 2013-03-01 10:19:29

That sounds like a great way to start a new month! Sometimes when we get very introspective we can be hard on ourselves. I think it helps to direct some of that energy outwards, so that we know that even if we're not where we want to be, we're busy taking active steps towards improving and making the most out of our opportunities.
» Zanzibar on 2013-03-01 01:49:07

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