I hate realizing that he really is no longer my boyfriend. He has no obligations to me whatsoever. He doesn't have to tell me where he's going, how long he going to be gone. Or even that he is going.

Out of respect for the fact that we're friends and I care about his well being, I would like to think that he would tell me if he were to go somewhere, at least while we're still living together. But in reality, he doesn't have to if he doesn't want to.

I need to learn how to be ignorant. Or at least get something going in my life that's just as interesting as his.

Such as this new girl that seems to be influencing every single fucking decision he makes.

Fuck life. Life is shit.

:(
» middaymoon on 2011-10-11 12:08:43

I hate it when this happens *hugs*
» Nuttz on 2011-10-11 07:45:26

Sigh. And you must simply endure....that's all that you can do right now, until time takes its course. Have you considered moving out?
» The-Muffin-Man on 2011-10-11 01:48:28

You're still living together?!?!?! You should definitely move OUT!!
» Zanzibar on 2011-10-14 09:24:47

oh, I just read your other entries about looking for a place. Well, seriously, I do think you guys need to live apart though. Maybe it would be nice if you moved in with some random girls so that you wouldn't be alone in your apartment and so you could get another social circle going.
» Zanzibar on 2011-10-14 09:30:02

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