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Its not stopping Sunday. 6.3.07 2:27 pm As much as I like thinking about David, its not fun when the things I think about aren't going to happen. I can't act on my thoughts. I would give almost anything to have a memorable night with him, but that's just a bunch of wishful thinking. Its a struggle right now cuz I want to think about David, but I don't want to think about him as much as I am. I want it to go back to the way it was before. Even then, though, I still thought and dreamt about him much more often than I rightfully should have. The way I feel about him and the way that I care about him, I can't put into words. I can't describe the difference between the way I care about him from the way I care about others. I'm not sure why he holds a special place in my heart as he does. He's not my boyfriend and never has been, but the kind of relationship that we have with each other ... even that I can't put into words. Its hard to describe the relationship we have. I have no idea how he feels about me. I doubt very, very much if he feels even remotely similar to how I feel. I know that there has to be at least some sort of small, distinct liking that he feels towards me, but I don't know how small/large that feeling actually is. And I don't know if I'll ever find out. I'll probably be left just wondering and hoping it was actually there. Maybe I'll find the courage to tell him how I feel before I leave. Expecially with the odds of us keeping in contact are as low as they are, I might be able to get everything out and tell him how I feel and how I've felt. But I'll have to wait and see how things go and what happens. Alright, I still have stuff to write, but I need to finish getting ready for work. I'll probably write more later tonight. 4 Comments. So who do you like better... Justin or David? And is David the same David that took your friend quiz on the sidebar? » Zanzibar on 2007-06-03 06:11:41 Sounds to me that you should be with this David guy instead of Justin. » Southern on 2007-06-03 07:04:19 Its hard because that guy is on your subconscious mind. It is like trying to make a dream go away. Maybe he is the one » kKaMa67 on 2007-06-03 08:39:21 Good luck figuring out.. it sounds really complicated.. If he left a bigger impression on you than Justin.. Why not consider him? » Nuttz on 2007-06-04 12:38:09
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