welcome to my mind ...

Today was slow, business-wise. I had some prep to do, mostly bigger bulk stuff, but not much. I didn't get everything done that needed to be done, but I got enough done to get them through tonight. I'll do all the other, smaller stuff tomorrow.

This morning was kind of nice. Now, I like a man in camoflauge, and when the military guys come in for lunch, its a very nice sight for me. Unless of course there's 40 of them and they all don't know what they want; that's a pain in the ass. But today there was only two of them. One of them was obviously married {he had a wedding ring on}, but the other guy didn't appear to be as tied down. Both were cute, but it was sort of good that the guy without the ring was cuter. I flirted harmlessly. I doubt very much that I'll ever see him again, but he seems to be intent on coming back to try a different sandwich from the one he had today. So I'm sort of looking forward to seeing him again and flirting some more.

I had a very strange dream last night. I dreamt that it was just after my 21st birthday and since my boyfriend had had to work on my actual birthday, he decided to take me out a week or so later. He took me out to get my nails done, my hair done up and makeup done. I hesitated on the makeup, but I decided to humor him and go along with the charade. It was just the one day; I could handle one day.

After that he took me out shopping. Now, a friend of ours was getting married and we were invited so I had to go out and buy a dress. While we were out shopping for the wedding dress, he asked if I would buy something ... a little less formal. Something that would be seen while having a night out on the town. Again I was reluctant, but I was going along with the charade so I decided to humor him farther. I figured at this point that he was going to take me out to some nice restaurant so I eased up a bit.

The dress ~not for the wedding~ I ended up buying was strapless, and it went down to about 7 or 8 inches above my knees. {This is something I would NEVER wear in reality; this just happened in my dream} It was black, but depending on how I turned in the light, you could see red in it. So it was almost a dark, blood red color. {If, in reality, I were to ever wear something like that, I would want it that color}

It skipped ahead to where I had gotten dressed up and we were on our way out. We headed down the the Strip and when we turned into The Venetian, I frowned and questioned my boyfriend. {In the dream I had gotten the job I wanted at the Blue Man Group theater and my boyfriend was one of the Blue Men} I asked him why we were going to work? We didn't get any special discounts or anything if we ate at the restaurants. He just smiled and told me to hush; not to worry about it. I frowned again, but listened by not questioning him futher.

Once we parked, he led me to where the shops were. As soon as we started heading in the direction of Tao {an exclusive nightclub at The Venetian}, something in my head clicked and I immediately knew what the make over was for. He had gotten us into Tao! All I kept saying to him was 'Oh my God! I'm going to Tao!'

It was absolutely wonderful. I had drinks and I danced and I took pictures to document the night. I knew that no one would believe that I wore a dress or went to that kind of club. It was a crazy cool dream ... except for the fact that I was in a dress, and it was a very revealing dress! Oh well. It was just a dream right? One thing that occured to me about the dream was the fact that the guy who was my boyfriend, this was not the first dream he was my boyfriend in. In reality I have no idea who this guy is, but in the dreams, I'm in a relationship with him. Weird.

Anywho, I've been good at keeping up my obliviousness to the days. I keep track of the dates, but I try my best to ignore the day. It seems to still be working out fairly well.

I guess I don't have anything else to say. Nothing too exciting happened today other than what I've already written. So I guess I'll finish up this entry.

~BTW: Sorry, I know its kind of long. Thanx to those of you who have read all the way through this long entry.