Thursday. 9.3.09 9:27 am
Today is my elder sister birthday. 3 more hours to the end of 04 Sep 2009. But now I'm still in the office, slacking, blogging, donno what I am going to do next..... Since my dad incident, i had not been as close to my sister. Really hope that I can break the ice soon. Thinking quite a lot recently. About future, about bgr, about family, about studying.....all these seems like never end.....
Pretty moody nowadays. My temper is getting from bad to worst. Since my dad death, have not really been focusing.It is so dangerous, I have been spending money without much consideration. Just bought a I touch with only 2 days of consideration.
BGR and studying is my main concern now. Pretty glad that Ting Feng and Shawn actually did "not bad" for their study. This somehow marked where I am going next year. If they can do it, so can I, althou I know that it is not going to be easy.
At the present moment, I really pray and wish hard that I can overcome my temper and emotion. I know that my train is off the track now. I want to put my train back to the track fast. If not, I afraid I donno how to face my dad when I see him next time.
Lastly, Happy Birthday to you, sister.
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