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S M T W T F S 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Sumin Sumin Bout Me xxJillybaberzxx Age. 36 Gender. Female Ethnicity. White Location Gillett, PA School. Other » More info. Muh Chicas and Chicos Some AWESOME Links Muh Latest Name Acronym Muh Icons My Love Is Like...Woah What Makes Me Sexy Subscribe To Me! Subscribe to this to blog if you would like to be emailed whenever it is updated. | Round....shit ...I lost count Wednesday, August 10, 2005 IM SO TIRED OF FIGHTING WITH MY MOM!!!! She says that I always pick the fight....well what the hell? I did n o t h i n g this morning, but talk to Heather about something.. and she gets all pissed at me b/c we were in the livingroom after she left. She said we "waited." I was like..wtf...dont give me a kiss goodbye b/c I was talking to Heather and T H A T is where she was? Fuck you too, I hope I die so you'll feel bad...Arent I horrible? But...THEN she gets pissy at me for bringing home a pack of ciggys that arent her kind...I WAS AT WALMART! Im going to drive 10 minutes out my fucking way for a pack of ciggys b/c 1...it's out of my way...2...I still wouldnt go if it was anyone else...AND 3...it's a fucking nasty habit anyways. She is like, I was paying for it, you should have bought me my kind..Okay, Ill think about that the next time you get me something and it's not my kind, but you dont care. And she says she buys us whatever we want..WTF EVER..I dont even want to go down that road. Yes, I sound selfish..but Im tired...I have plans..I dont wanna be running all over the fucking place for a goddamn pack of cigs when you can smoke what you got that you say is basically the same..save your money and fix the bathroom.... Our bathroom is sooo scary. Im afraid like..the tub is going to collapse while Im in the shower...Im sick of living in this hell hole..so tired of it...All my life I wanted it to be back to the way it used to be..when we had money..we decorated every year, we had a nice house..now its just fucking shit, and we look like fuckin skanks..thats okay if they want too..but I dont want too....We can actually buy expensive clothes..but yet we cant let our house look like we actually are worth anything..? Jeez...I also got that.. "Ive paid for more gas than you are worth.." hahaha I laughed really loud to that one...and she is like, "you wanna bet me that you dont do that.." and Im like nah, not really, and she is like "b/c you know you'll lose.." and I laughed and said whatever...With this big fucking smirk on my face..thats right Im a bitch..but I DONT CARE! Im so tired of being the one who gets yelled at when she is mad, b/c Im here..no one else has to deal with it because they arent home..Maybe if she didnt smoke one right after another we wouldnt spend close to 100 bucks a week on ciggys..Seriously, our asses would be out of debt if she quit smoking..but..she doesnt care. She says that she just goes and thinks about us and buys us stuff...wow, where is this stuff? Because only thing she has bought me for college was Tide....the rest I bought myself..thank you very much...I need to get thank you cards...speaking of that.. Im so pissed off..and I cant even stand living here anymore. If they think Im coming home every fucking weekend, they got another thing coming to them. My parents will probably get a divorce by the end of the year..My mom says she wants everything right between her and dad, but she doesnt make any effort towards it..Instead she is just pissed at him and everyone else all the time. Im so sick of it.. And then she is like, you arent going out today, you are staying home..ugh fuck you? I already made a plan with Asti to go out and do applications today, and you are the one always bitching about breaking plans with people..so dont even give me that. I dont even care what she says..but I AM going to Lev's this weekend..Im actually going out there and trying to get a job...and she just takes it away from me. Be afraid that Im leaving...b/c Im hardly coming back, and I know that is what scares her.. Sometimes, Im actually sorry, and I do love her...and its not even that..its the fact that she comes after me and no one else..So I have to stand the yelling..so everyone can be happy when they get home..pisses me off, and Im tired of it.. She says I always start shit..whatever, she starts have of it..Anyways..Im done, and I need to go back to sleep for awhile, I feel like shit.. :( Peace out my loves.. Oh wait..no you fucking didnt...and you know who you are..stay out my life...got me? Im tired of always feeling bad for shit... Always feel bad if you get mad that I dont come over and fucking shit like that.. and I dont wanna feel bad anymore.. you wanna act like that..fine..act like it.. have a good one 0 Comments.
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