go away...come again another day..all the world is waiting for the sun.." I love breaking benjamin...I wanna marry them! hehehe of course, I wanna marry a lot of bands and stuff like that. ugh it's getting muggy! GUESS WHAT I DROVE TODAY! A CAMERO! let's just say..it was a thrill for me. I guess my dad's friend is letting him borrow it for awhile...what kind of a friend lets you borrow his CAMERO..my dad's friend I guess...sooo he let us drive it..but shhh dont tell anyone. It's actually for sale, but.. my parents arent buying it b/c they want my sister and I to have suv's with four wheel drive..wtf! oh well..its pretty, and I want it..really bad. My dad came home, and he is like..look out the window..and I do..and Im like DADDY I WANNA DRIVE IT PWWWEASSSE! so of course..I got my way..and I gots to drive it..heck yes my friends..heck yes! SO...about the mom and me story..let's just say....I dunno. She always has to be this big baby all day and it makes me really mad. Its like Im suppose to feel bad but I dont..Im sick of doing stuff for her every second..and she is like..well I cant stand up that long..or...I cant walk that far..what are you going to do when Heath and I go to college? Im definatly not coming home every weekend to clean the goddamn house.. Ill be living at college..ugh I dunno..I know I sound like a big baby..but she uses us for her biddings and everytime I complain about it she is like..well I hope you have a child with a disability so you have to deal with it all the time..thanks mom..or she tells me how hurt she is..well..I just want you to be better, and laying around here doing nothing but just..laying around..isnt helping you..she has to get up and walk..she is sucha baby at home, but when she actually goes out into the world..she is like..okay, and she isnt sick. Sometimes..I just think she does it here to make a point and get attention. All of you are like..OMG YOU BITCH! but its just how I feel...she believes I get up every morning thinking of ways to get into fights with her..give me a fucking break.. look I feel bad for her and stuff, and OF COURSE, I do what she asks me too..but..its like I cant go anywhere b/c no one is here to help her....so Im stuck at home all the fucking time and everyone asks why I dont go out..and when I do..she says Im never home enough when Im here..ALL FUCKING DAY! So anyways..Im talking to my loves...Brittany and Asti..so Im going to go...helps past time while Im waiting for HB to get on..peace out kids!

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