Was tonight. Yes...how exciting it..and very HOT! Ugh! I wanted to friggin take off my robe and just sit there with what I had on. I am NOT having a good graduating time. Of course, when Heather graduated, everything was just happy as happy can be for her. No one does anything for me like they did her. Hmm...Favorite child right? Yes, that is exactly what I was thinking. Im really stressed and my mom isnt helping at all. I really need her help, and I tell her I need stuff, and she isnt doing anything. I told her I needed stamps for my announcements..and she forgot...sooo now they will be sent out late. She said she didnt know if we could send them out now, and Im like well, I told you like 5 times I needed stamps, what do you want from me....and she is like well I wasnt thinking. Obvisouly....it really pisses me off. It is like Im speaking a different language..and then she yells at me when I get mad...b/c I was RIGHT when I told you I needed stuff. I really didnt think it was that difficult.. seriously. I know she is going through the "changes of life" but HEY, Im still here, and I need her to do some stuff for me. If I had a job, I woulda had the stamps and sent them out on monday..but no, I dont, so someone has to do it for me. Im sorry that Im still 17 and it is hard for me to find a job at my age b/c everyone wants 18 year olds...seriously. Oh well, I turn 18 in 19 days. Im really excited. I swear if tomorrow doesnt get better, on my graduation, there will be problems...She asked me this morning why Im in a bad mood, b/c she just yells at me and tell mes to do all this stuff for her ALL day, and then..whenever Im doing something and she asks me what Im doing, she intergates for me for like a friggin hour because I wont tell her what Im doing b/c it is none of her damn business. Yes....our fights our pointless, but Im the one that goes in and says Im sorry... and yay! Not this time..b/c she is blaming herself for this one and I didnt even say it was her fault...it she wants to be like that..fine, Im not doing it anymore. No one is making it a fun time for me to graduate..they always have their little problems that cant wait till my time is over with. After friday...they can fight all they want..but no....it's like they wait for it or something. I really cant wait till college, Ill be at Mansfield, Ohio State in a year... yes..... a new life, a new journey..and Im not even sad about it. I cant wait.. :) Anyhoo Im out I guess.. Im kinda tired and my hands hurt from writing addresses.. Peace

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