Chinese New Year is coming and I still don't know what I'm going to do for this festival. My family never really celebrates it other than visiting some relatives in another state which we hated it so much. And we are finally so glad to death that our relative is no longer alive and so we don't have to go back there just to listen to stupid people's rant. And somehow looking back, I wonder why we are always so weak. Don't people get tired of always giving in? Rosa Parks said that herself that she is tired of giving in. Always. My family has a happy CNY whenever my father doesn't come back. I'm already past 24. And I seriously don't know what I want to do for CNY. I don't feel the atmosphere. I'm such a failure in collecting ang pau (red packet with money inside). I have relatives who are not even worth visiting. My friends will go back to their hometown.

Chinese New Year to me is just another day that resembles my off working day.

I feel so sad.

i think it's funny that you are glad your relative is dead so you don't have to celebrate CNY with them. hehe.
» thaitanic on 2010-02-02 09:32:55

re:
It was just a signboard near this movie theater ^_^...but it was in a very secluded place, so I guess no one saw the mistakes. Heheh.

LET'S GORGE OURSELVES ON CHINESE NEW YEAR!! AND THEN FEEL BLOATED!!
» Mockiller on 2010-02-03 12:14:54

This could be my cny post. Almost exactly what is happening to me every year cept I usually work on cny (but now I'm out of work lol) and I'm not particular sad abt it. Cheer up!
» merrick on 2010-02-03 01:15:24

I think it's hard to know when to compromise and give in, and when not to sometimes. When there is injustice, we should never give in. But we do for lots of reasons.
» (75.232.77.187) on 2010-02-03 09:15:31

New Years...
I've never celebrated New Years alone before... I wonder what it feels like with someone you date with...
» (121.96.190.251) on 2010-02-03 10:17:14

New Years...
I've never celebrated New Years alone before... I wonder what it feels like with someone you date with...
» Ichiro Ino (121.96.190.251) on 2010-02-03 10:17:42

Your post is rather thought-provoking. I used to love CNY when i was younger as a child, but as i grow up i started to wonder what is the true meaning of CNY when you are unable to celebrate it with your families as families always come as top of my priority list. Now that after i got married i have another set of families but still the sense of belonging is not there. I still miss the simple 4-person gathering when we used to do while we were younger....Now you made me feel sad too! :(
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