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Sunday, May 3, 2009
I must say I had an eerie morning. I started off my day eerily. How unfortunate.

The nights have been extremely hot recently, and yet I still cover myself with the blanket for I dislike the fan's wind blowing my hands. This morning is no different. But something was wrong, I felt, or thought to myself that I could not go back to sleep because I had overworked my brain on some business plans and some volunteer work I recently committed myself. But was that the real reason for my heart to race in the hot night at 4-ish am? I knew my sis woke up at 4.50 and was doing her prayers by 5 am. I curled myself to sleep for I know I have 20 more minutes of beauty sleep before my latest craze of music, Kiss Kiss Kiss by Beni Arashi, rings.

I switched it off at the 5th second and went back to sleep and that was when it happened. I went back to sleep, hoping for another 30 minutes before waking up my mother. I curled myself on the right and then tossed around before I decided to cover up myself with the blanket and sleep on my back. I tossed my head to the left and was ready to fall into a slumber. I did fell asleep, but it was a sleep paralysis mode, and I wanted to get out of that mode, because that mode would make me sleep for a further 2 hours. So I wanted to shake myself out of it... but the moment I wanted to do so, there were... fingers crawling under my blanket reaching for my neck. And I can't say anything!

Something WAS very wrong!! I need to get out!! FAST!! Not being able to say anything, I just shook my head and just tell myself "GET LOST" and I don't know why I said "PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR." After saying that, I got freed and kicked the blanket away and immediately opened my room door. For once, I was grateful that my sister has woken up and what's more she was doing her prayers. My room was immediately filled with the soothing prayers and mantra and I could feel whatever was in my room was dissipating. I didn't go back to sleep but was traumatised.

A similar event happened 15 years ago. I was truly traumatised by now. And now I realised whatever was making my heart race was not about the workload but the unseen presence. Sometimes, I got the image of something hanging at the corner of my room.

Whatever it is. I hope it doesn't return tonight.
6 Comments.


I hope you are able to sleep peacefully tonight.
» Nuttz on 2009-05-04 01:16:18

Sleep Paralysis
Ha! I haz that...

I can feel/detect it when I'm about to have sleep. I'm kinda used to it. It usually happens three times a row, like having it now then after recovering, when I close my eyes again, I get paralyzed,then the third time again... sometimes I enjoy it.. but my first was of course scary. you really can't move, I can only move the tip of my fingers, I can talk, but I doubt anyone can hear/understand me...

but I have something worse... blacking out while awake while doing something... last night I was doing some work, when suddenly my vision became blaack for a second... and also my when I suddenly stretched my arms, I got electrified by myself... over faitigue huh?
» Ichiro (121.97.220.61) on 2009-05-04 02:46:35

You take care renaye. Maybe some prayers will help. :)
» JL (120.141.59.45) on 2009-05-04 05:17:48


That's really creepy. Prayers will help in such situation. Take care & have a good night sleep today
» acura (124.13.107.113) on 2009-05-04 07:32:39

renaye, do not be scared and pray to God whenever you are in fear. guess that is the only way out to calm.
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