Happy moments eh?(Click here to find out more)

Someone in a forum was informing the others about a contest for bloggers and recorders to post their happy moments to stand a chance of winning RM5000. As usual, I went to busy body at the site. Yes, like the website said, all you need to do is to pick a happy moment out of your reservoir of happy moments. Simple as ABC right? If you are happy everyday, you won't be having a problem of picking one in fact you would just be spoiled with choices, isn't it?

To speak frankly, it took me all day to think of a happy moment especially tomorrow is the beginning of an unhappy life for me.

And I'm writing such an unhappy entry for the contest?

I'm not going to bring up my unhappy moments here since I have too many and I don't want to remember them. Why want to add more misery in my present life?

As I'm typing now, my heart is crying for the unhappiness I have endured and the ones I have to endure tomorrow onwards. I keep on questioning why do I have endure all this unhappiness... what do I have to do to get out of this well of unhappiness. The crux is why is the period of unhappiness so long that I feel it's a neverending torture.

How can I find happiness in this puddle of unhappiness? How can I even produce a smile when I'm so excruciating in pain? I guess this is what life is. Life is never perfect or forever smooth sailing. I guess be an animal like a pet dog even have its own life crisis. I guess part of life is to find a speckle of happiness in the vast universe of sufferings. The most important thing is to never give up the idea that happiness won't come to me; I must have confidence in myself that I would definitely have happiness no matter what!

Said is easier than done. As I stated, how can you find even a drop of happiness when the morning dew is poisoned with unhappiness?

I would try to be happy. I would try to smile even though I'm suffering silently everyday. And I won't give up until my nightmare is over.

If your are suffering too, don't give up! I'm with you!

Unhappy Happy Moments?
Got here from the Happy Blog. I have to admit that yes, it is a very depressing and unhappy post, but here's my two cents (not worth the RM5K, I know).

You can be happy just to find something to smile about. It doesn't have to be anything big, but could be something as small as being thankful that you're alive, that you're breathing. It could also be something as simple as watching a flower bloom. It can be as simple as watching the clouds fly above you, to see the bright blue sky.

Happiness is a matter of attitude, I believe, and not a matter to whether you have something to be happy about. I hope that helps!

*Runs before she gets killed or skewered or whatever the author prefers*
» Naoko (219.94.115.13) on 2008-02-12 01:54:09

I'm suffering from "why am I not sick at home".... Damn falling sick sucks.
» Nuttz on 2008-02-12 03:49:41

dont be sad!
be happy .. its crazy! live life and see whats really out there.. maybe it'l work
» teresa on 2008-02-12 10:34:59

well
right now people can think that I don't have reasons to be happy... but look around you, the key is not to try so hard, 'cuz "what you resist, it will persist... " check it out.. you already see that you are resist unhappines, so that's the result, unhappines will resist... you are giving it power to make all you world grey... and it is not fear!!! What I'm reading every day is from a strong women, intelligent... so don't let unhappines be with you... kick it out of you life, give a smile to you life and take a picture of it... things will be better....

lale
» Shacelli on 2008-02-13 01:55:55

Hey girl, dropping by to say HI :) I like your bloggie and will definitely be dropping by often, cheers!
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