Speak to My Finger

Taking revenge without being caught is so hard. For example, if you stab someone and even if you clean the evidence, all those 'cleaned' evidence will just lead to you. And the next minute you know the police is inviting you for a ride in their rotten and smelly car for a free drink if you are lucky. If not, the typical souvenir you get is punches at the expense of your beautiful complexion you painstakingly took care of it. I know you would "hallelujah" to God deep inside your heart when you didn't bother to take care of the zit on your nose.

I think I would prefer to take revenge on someone by using a pawn while I'm behind a curtain. Why do I need to reveal my true self when executing the plot? Hahaha... I know I'm evil.

Speaking of being the mastermind, I never had the chance to plot because I believe in karma: I sow what I reap. And I want to live a better life in the next life even though my life in the next won't be any better since karma can be accumulated by just thinking. And I have been thinking a lot. Just now my mind was trailing on a scene of me taking the sharpest knife from my kitchen drawer and pointing at ....

And then I asked myself when did I become such a revengeful person. I would always remember who has hurt me in my whole life and sometimes what they did to me. Even if I don't, my brain will input the person as "hurt me before" regardless of the person's status and relationship. I'm amazed with my brain inputs.

And it's so much easier to stab someone to make one feels better ...

On the brighter side, I almost become a happy banshee because I get to order 2 anime novels that I almost died knowing there was no ending of the anime. I really hope the novel ending is much better than the anime itself. Listening to the soundtracks makes me so sentimental especially the OP. I almost cried listening to the OP.

Haha... what anime makes me 360 degrees different? It's called Twelve Kingdoms. I really need to thank Katrina for bringing up this topic. I didn't know there's a novel!! OMG I can't breathe now ...

*fainted*

Yes!! I love 12 kingdoms, sadly, the novel stop around taiki's story and the author didn't update for quite sometime T.T
» hikaru on 2007-11-20 02:33:58

Ooo, that sounds like an interesting anime.

R:C, sure you can! When it's done, you definitely should get a copy.
» jinyu on 2007-11-20 03:34:08

You didn't like the anime?
GOD I SPENT A WHOLE DAY + A HALF WATCHING ALL 45 EPISODES CONSECUTIVELY! It's such an addicting anime, it really is. But don't give away the ending of the novel, ok? I'm holding out for the rest of the anime. ^____^

About revenge: can't say that I feel the same, although a lot of the time I almost want to shoot some people. But I think for myself I live life easier forgiving & forgetting. =)
» rowenabautista on 2007-11-20 04:52:27

i have the sharpest knife hidden... it's actually a spoon but whatever it hurts more than a sharp knife so the more pain you cause the sweeter the revenge.... =X

I mean karma will get them... =) I believe in karma but it's sometimes not enough... =__=;; or it doesn't seem effective or soon enough. I saw karma happen to many people that hurt me when I was younger. =X A guy that bullied me was beaten up by gangs until he was in a coma. I know it's bad but I think he deserved it since he was soooooo rude and probably provoked them. =X

i think 12 kingdoms is boring... unless someone enlightens me to make me see it's interesting points. I think it's mostly history and I don't like history. XD
» cynnielee on 2007-11-20 08:23:58

I heard of it from Hikaru but I didn't watch it myself. Anyway, revenge... I believe that karma would do all the dirty work for me, I just need to wait.
» Nuttz on 2007-11-21 02:42:04

Err, the author somehow leave us hanging, argh, i wanna know what happen to taiki T.T, ok, not going to say more, spoilers!!
» hikaru on 2007-11-21 10:03:58

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