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Jhonen Vasquez's site Overheard in New York Passive Aggressive Notes Submarinechannel.com Superdickery UHpinions Whirled | Hypotheticals, directions, futures, pain Friday, June 8, 2012 I asked my boyfriend what we would do if I went back to New York. He essentially broke down at the thought of me leaving. It would be immensely painful for him, he said, but if I decide it's worth it, he won't stop me. We'll have been dating for eight months on the 17th. It seems so crazy. I mean, I feel like it's hardly been eight months at all. We're quite serious, though. It's kind of funny the way we discuss marriage and children and such. We've never actually agreed that we're going to go that far, but we talk as if it's going to happen. I guess I talk about it more in terms of "if" most of the time, but he talks about it with more... certainty? Like the other night, he was telling me that we could have kids in a couple of years, but I would need to have some sort of income first. I was like, "what. I don't want to have kids in a couple years." I guess he thought I did, so he was quite relieved when I said that. I dunno. Weird situation is weird. He's worried that I'll go to New York and like it more than I like him, and not come back, or I'll have so much fun there that I'll decide he's boring and drop him. I guess it's partially him reliving the trauma of his first relationship... He dated her for three years in high school, then moved to L.A. to continue dating her when she was accepted to UCLA. He wasn't accepted into UCLA, so he moved there earlier than she did to go to a community college on a different term schedule... And as soon as she got there, she dumped him. Every time I think about that I just want to kick her down a flight of stairs. It's not the breakup itself that bothers me, but the way she did it. If she didn't want to be with him forever, and she didn't want the relationship to be that serious, why couldn't she tell him BEFORE he moved down there? Ugh. In any case, I would never do something that awful. It's kind of terrible... I've been listening to this song a lot the past couple days: I mean, I listened to it before I mentioned the possibility of moving to him, but still. (For the record, I did NOT just spring this on him with no prior warning. I told him before we started dating that I did not want to enter a relationship because of this specific problem. Once we were together, I also repeatedly mentioned my desire to go back to New York. I was a bit quiet about it for a few months, but I've never given any indication that I changed my mind and want to stay in California, as far as I know.) This is complicated. I love him so much, and I hate the thought of hurting him, but I've also been dreaming of going back to New York for something like two years now. It wouldn't mean the end of our relationship necessarily, but... well... long distance. :/ And here I was thinking I'd never go long distance again. -Sigh- Nothing is set, though. I need to figure these things out. 2 Comments. Thanks for the comment, yeah it wouldn't be fair to date. Time to just focus on myself. That's tough. I hope things work out. I would do whatever you think feels right and is the best decision for yourself. Good luck on whatever you decide to do. » dont-see on 2012-06-13 03:42:09 It's fucking weird how we're all like.. growing up and shit. You're talking about marriage, Chloe IS getting married, Zanzipal has a PHD, Middaymoon is white, Muffinman has a hot sister, and I'm living in a hostel in hawaii with no idea where i'll be in five months.. otuside of not being in school » undisputed on 2012-06-14 04:08:41
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