Gym time today: 3 hours.
Total this week: 4 hours.

I made it through three classes today... Mat Pilates, Cycle Fusion, and CSI (which had a sub, so it was maybe less intense?). I didn't push myself too hard in the cycle class, but it was generally okay.

Not sure if it was related to all the Rusty Lake games, but I had a lot of nightmares last night. I don't remember that much detail from them, though. I thought about recording them when I woke up, but wasn't sure I really wanted to note them down... In one, I went with someone to visit someone who was studying a parasite or virus or something... they were using a bald man with some kind of furry thing wrapped around his head as a test subject, and my companion assured me that it was safe and contained, but when we got there, the parasite/virus thing got free, and it attacked all of us, and I watched it eat the flesh out from under the skin of my companion's face while he screamed in agony. It left his eyes, but his skin turned grey, and he just kept screaming and screaming, and I was screaming and crying, and there was no way to escape, because the exits were blocked by the infected people. We were just in a small enclosure made of chain link fences and cluttered with cardboard boxes, and I couldn't get past my companion without being attacked the way he had.

There was another dream in which I was in some kind of school for people with special abilities, and they were going to try to dampen some sort of... telekinetic ability I was exhibiting, but I found out that I could kill people with very little effort, and then tons of soldiers appeared in the school and started a battle. I killed some of them, but I kept thinking, "why are there so many warriors clustered in the school?" It seemed very important, but I didn't figure it out before I woke up... Too busy trying to escape the school so they wouldn't kill me.

Not sure if this was part of the same dream, or a different one, but there was some part where I was with a group of people, but there were bad people looking for me, and I tried to climb up a tree to hide from them, but they were just killing things randomly, claiming that they could be "infected" and that it was for safety reasons... it wasn't exactly "killing" as much as... "sucking the life out of" things, though. They started draining the tree I was in of life and I knew I couldn't hide there much longer, because they would find me...

I guess I'm meeting up with someone tomorrow night. I... don't have a lot of feelings about it, so I guess I just hope it's not awkward or anything.

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So, I'm chatting with someone on IRC about alien abductions, and he showed me this website that claims that autism originates from aliens' incompetent science. It's fun to read, even if I don't take it seriously. What strikes me most about this, though, is that it's so... well, altruistic, I guess. This guy put together a website and spends his money and time making "thought screen helmets" to protect other people from aliens, without charging anything or trying to sell anything. I'm kind of astounded by how much effort he's put into this. There are plenty of people who are much more "sane" by mainstream definitions who aren't nearly as good-hearted as this one man. Even if I don't believe the alien stuff at all, I find him to be a really admirable person. It's amazing... he's so dedicated to his cause, and, if the testimonials on his other website are to be believed, he's made a difference in some people's lives. It's very touching to read. I have so much respect for him.

�Thank you, thank you, for your work in this area. Your efforts to protect those of us who have been victims of this living nightmare are most appreciated.�

I hope I can make an impact like this on people's lives.

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