I have been working on getting my old figure back for over a year now and I am so happy with the progress I've made I just had to share. I actually weigh less now then I did before I even got pregnant with my son and I'm 15 lbs away from my goal weight, that is 60 down!! Check check ch-check it out!



Anyhow, so literally as soon as I was finishing up my blog yesterday SK called me up and totally flipped shit on me. Granted I did do something insensitive, but it was totally was not my intent and I didn't even think of how it could be sensitive or would affect her at the time. I was already kind of emotional from dumping everything out into my blog and when she called and was instantly screaming at me it just sort of pushed me over and I ended up crying and telling her she doesn't even know with all of what I've been dealing with, which isn't a good thing because a lot of what I'm dealing with I can't discuss with her or pretty much anyone else but when you add in how things have felt lately with us I almost don't want to anyhow. I love her to death but she is so judgemental of me, I'm pretty sure she doesn't mean to be but it still makes me feel like shit and definately doesn't encourage me to open up to her. We got off the phone on an OK note but I hope this doesn't cause more problems and awkwardness between us. She's supposed to be a friend-date for a friend who works with my husband to their company christmas party so at least that will make her unable to avoid me, we're both so passive agressive it would be easy to simply stop talking to one another and I don't want that. Aside from that fact that she means a lot to me, her family does too and they all mean a lot to miles. Oh well, I'll just take it day by day I suppose...not really much else I can do.

Wow, now that's what we call a visible result. Congratulations!

I'm sorry to hear that you're having issues, lately. ]: It's especially hard when you're having issues and few people can know. Dealing with something alone...not fun.
» Unicornasaurus on 2010-12-09 02:29:00

It's like one of those commercials!
That's crazy!

Also, I saw that kalaidascope picture when you put it on DA. Cool!
» middaymoon on 2010-12-09 04:03:06

damn girl!!

Way to get in shape. You look GREAT!
» Zanzibar on 2010-12-09 10:19:55

re: Knitting actually isn't too hard! I'm able to reteach myself whenever I forget. :3
And yes! I used to have the black layout with flowers, but it was too stretched, so I went with a pre-made.
» Unicornasaurus on 2010-12-13 05:42:38

1. Looking goooood!
2. I fall for nerds, always. It's a bit of a problem.
» Amelie on 2010-12-13 07:13:59

you look great!
I just was browsing Nutang and I found you. The baby you're holding is cute!
» sagittariusmoon on 2011-12-30 01:19:49

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