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Lyndee-Ness


lyndeep
Age. 38
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Ethnicity. White Girl (Italian Ancestries)
Location Lexington, KY
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Friday. 4.23.10 10:58 am
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I have so much stress on my shoulders right now and I LOATHE the feeling it brings with every ounce of my being. It's like someone is standing on my chest when I breath and like I've had 5 pots of coffee..and I'm just finishing my second cup for the day at 3:27. I wish I was good at showing emotions... it's a nasty cycle because I've held it all in so long thar if I even try to talk about it I feel like 'm gonna start tearing up and I HATE to cry in front of people so I just don't talk about it with anyone making feel worse and so on and so on. IDK, maybe I'm just about to start my period. I think I have PMDD because a few days before my period I become engulfed in hystreonics and cry over anythign and everything nad then get angry as hell and it's just a mess. Or it could just be my anxiety disorder flaring up.. I'm kind of tranquilized right now and when I get all doped up I can look at it like "Well I have this issue, and I have all this stress and I'm probably about to start my period, blah blah blah" but it still doesn't help much when I actually have stressful stuff I still have to deal with. It just sort of seperates me from my anxiety feels and makes me care less. Yet again though that's not a great thing when I have things I need to be caring about. Ugh. I am so ready for vacation..and HOLY FUCK SIMON!! He just clawed the every living crap out of me trying to climb in my lap. You weigh 60lbs and your like an inch off the ground you dumb ass dog you can't climb onto my lap.

And on that note I'm out. I think I need to put the dogs out lol.
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My favorite unloading station - a journal! or "secret" blog! or a really close friend!
I always feel better after I've cried in front of somebody. At least then it's *out*.
» invisible on 2010-04-26 08:40:04

you should go on an adventure. that'd be fun. stress free.

excellent use of the word histrionics, btw. spelling was a bit off, but still. i'm yet to use that word in a valid sentence.
» thaitanic on 2010-04-27 09:48:54

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