Bcmst3000 (8:58:06 PM): its amazing how much alcohol your firends will buy you to 'try' and ease your depression
Bcmst3000 (8:58:13 PM): thats the motto of my birthday party
AvalonByAMile (8:58:52 PM): and it can kinda work
Bcmst3000 (8:59:05 PM): mmmmm, kinda
Bcmst3000 (8:59:09 PM): temporarily
Bcmst3000 (8:59:23 PM): til you wake up the next morning and the fun is gone but the situation isnt
AvalonByAMile (8:59:45 PM): quite temporarily. waking up is the *worst*. hungover, sober, entirely un-alcohol-related, whatever. waking up is the worst thing.
AvalonByAMile (9:00:35 PM): you're awake and you stretch out and your mind is still sleep-foggy and then before you've stood up you remember and it all comes back to you and then there's nausea.
AvalonByAMile (9:00:55 PM): and then you just have to go through your day and function through it. just get through it.
Bcmst3000 (9:01:13 PM): and no matter what its there
Bcmst3000 (9:01:19 PM): no matter who you see or what they say
Bcmst3000 (9:01:29 PM): no matter how optimistic you are or try to cope
AvalonByAMile (9:01:59 PM): and it will be fine for a few hours or so sometimes, and then you'll see or hear or remember something that will trigger it and you have to make a conscious effort not to physically collapse.
Bcmst3000 (9:02:14 PM): aw dammit i hate that
Bcmst3000 (9:02:28 PM): but its worse when you bring it upon yourself
Bcmst3000 (9:02:42 PM): like i dunno, keep the ring and wear it as a necklace
Bcmst3000 (9:03:36 PM): but i have no idea who would be so sentimental...
AvalonByAMile (9:03:42 PM): yeahhhh oh definitely guy. yes.
Bcmst3000 (9:03:53 PM): im dumb
AvalonByAMile (9:04:14 PM): not dumb. conflicted i would imagine.
Bcmst3000 (9:04:33 PM): im a sucker for someone saying they love me
Bcmst3000 (9:04:41 PM): and i cant turn it off as easy as other peole can
Bcmst3000 (9:04:44 PM): or at all
AvalonByAMile (9:05:17 PM): me too. i am the same way.
AvalonByAMile (9:05:40 PM): i hear it from the person i love, and it makes my entire day. if i don't hear it before bed, it makes it harder to sleep.
AvalonByAMile (9:05:58 PM): and no, you can't turn this stuff off
AvalonByAMile (9:05:59 PM): i wish.
Bcmst3000 (9:06:12 PM): oh no apparently you can
AvalonByAMile (9:06:18 PM): the world would be great if we could turn on and off our feelings about people. it really would.
AvalonByAMile (9:07:07 PM): someone break your heart? okay, push the "off" button, quit loving them, and life is wonderful again. mortal enemies with someone? sick of fighting? okay, push the "on" button and love them like family and it's all good again.
Bcmst3000 (9:08:15 PM): someone hurting me doesnt have near the effect of someone putting the same amount of love on
Bcmst3000 (9:08:44 PM): in fact the only people who can hurt me are the ones who start out loving

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