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ok the other post was something kinda botherin me, but not really a big deal. not what im really wanting to write. what i want to write about is these silly fuckin broads. ok heres the deal. shit happens. shit happens beyond our control. so you react and truck on. heres what you dont do, decide to move on, then oooooooooh back track and expect to be the center of attention. fuck that. fuck you for tryin.

i shower probably too much attention on females as it is. not females as a whole, but whatever one im with. i know its somethin i need to work on. example, this rock, blue ninja, smiley face ring, and plastic diamond bracelet all sitting right in front of me. yes somethings wrong with my brain. but not that much. im still intelligent enough to KNOW when im getting blown off. hey its happened before, ive done it before i know how it works. so if anyone knows anything about me, its that i hate getting bullshitted.

its so much better to say, "hey i found some one and decided fuck you. then it didnt work and hes gone and im lonely now so HEY BRIAN SHOWER ME WITH ATTENTION" woah ho ho. i just read and article titled 'fuck all that'. and i wrote it. why the fuck do people have to be the center of attention? especially if they dont have much to offer to be in that position. a very funny or very hot person naturally becomes the center of attention because they have something that everyone wants to see or hear. so if you have to shove yourself in someones face then obviously youre maybe not wanted there.

and i hate this fucking bounce back thing. it only means one of two things. you got dumped, and now its back up time. or you realize you traded the porshe for the ford and want to trade back. sorry bitch, doesnt work like that. i hate weak people. maybe not the people as much as the pure weakness. if you cant stay true to one person, then you dont deserve that person. and its not the first time someone decided to go try out other things, then realize they had what made them happy, and try to back track and act like nothing happened. why do people insisnt on assuming im fucking stupid. "hey theres brian, woah i just ran over his dog and he saw it. hmmmmm maybe ill drive backwords and feed him half hearted compliments, he'll have no idea..... damn im smooooooth"

genius. listen, shitting on me is bad enough. shitting on me and insulting my intelligence like 'oh i didnt just shit on you' is the worst. who the fuck do you think you are? plenty of people have done enough fucked up shit to me, and usually im like, ah whatever. but when they think im an idiot while they do it, infuriating. i love how a group of people you trust and like could tell someone 'hey thats a good choice' then that person just smeara old shit all over it. goddamn people are so fuckin stupid. then i relax as i realize the stupid/lazy/weak decisions people make end up fucking those people. the actions you make reflect the decisions you make, and an equal outcome is the result. so if youre too lazy to keep a good thing, you'll never get a good thing. dont fuckin try.

i'm unsure of that post... if it's directed at me.. than i'm sorry. i didn't think that i was doing that or may have had you think that i was. i'm sorry if i've caused you any pain.
» teapot (151.161.16.82) on 2005-10-27 11:50:16

please stop ignoring me. i want to talk with you.
» jenny (151.161.16.122) on 2005-11-03 07:56:00

was in the field since sunday, not ignoring anyone (3rd person to say so) will contact all this weekend
» bc (211.50.61.206) on 2005-11-04 05:41:39

i'll be at drill, but you know my number if you wish to call me...
» jenny (151.161.16.116) on 2005-11-04 06:27:56

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