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Monday. 7.19.04 7:58 pm
offspring. and why does it always seem like that. its the whole 'grass is greener theory' you start to think all you want is a cool chick and you meet one who kinda feelin you and then your brain just says 'mmmmmm, what else is going on?' i cant explain it. im miserable being single, then i have an OK chance to change it and im not all about it. maybe its cause im all worried about getting out of central PA that my logic mechanism is saying dont get too close. which makes sense, if i move in a month or so and get all close to some broad in that time then i would make it really suck for both of us when i leave or it will make me not want to leave. plus, girls equal time and money and i need to spend both of those on getting out of here. theres so much world out there. i hate sitting here worrying about these sorts of things. part of me wants to just be a bachelor and talk to all types of girls and not be tied down. but thats not how i am. im way to shy to talk to a girl even when shes calling me and interested in me. plus i just want to find one girl that makes me realistically happy without an unbalanced ratio of misery. because lets get real; fairy tales arent real. prince charming can come, then the broad is like 'ooooohhhhhhh im tired' fuck that. so its not worth putting all that effort into women if they'll only put a marginal fraction of that effort back. too many people (and i see this all the time in females) think that being in a relationship means you have another person adding to your happiness by getting you things, sharing your work burden, etc. while you dont have to put anything into them. they think they can buy a car that doesnt need gas and will never break down, and when they wrecklessly drive it into a tree they can throw that car away and get a new one. sorry, it dont work like that. you gotta change the oil, get new tires, clean/replace the air filter, drive intelligently so that your car and get you to work and to the store and to buy porn. its the same with people. unless you find an idiot like myself where a female can date me and i fall behind at work and lose friends because im doing EVERYTHING for her while getting all of 'your shoes are untied' in return. thanks alot. that is balance in realtions (sarcasm) so maybe the fact that i hate dealing with that shit makes me not want to get closer. when your in a relationship, you hate it and try to find a way out. then youre single and you try to find your way into a relationship. the grass is greener on the other side.
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