word of the day: solitude
listening to: Marilyn Manson The Beautiful People
mood: pensive and sad
Been gone a while... inside.. i feel like i'm slowly slipping away... my doctopr appointment was good though.... they changed my meds around... and i am hoping i feel better soon. I can't take much more of this insanity ... i really really can't..... I hardly eat these days... i sleep either a lot... or very little.... and i feel really bitchy ALL the time.... so i guess the new meds have to be an improvement... I've been really isolating myself... which isn't all that good for me... btu it beats going out and getting loaded.... it really does... I am going to talk to rusty and see about me getting outta the house by myself a little more often than i do.... hell.. i hardly go anywhere WITH somneone... so going somewhere alone would be a vast improvement.... i can't go on living like this.. keeping myself locked away in my computer room day in and day out like I do.... but where the hell would i go???? That's the question.... i don't really like going to the mall... i usually buy a lot of stuff at Wal-mart.. so taking the bus isn't practical.... I don't really have a purpose for going to the park or anything... so what do i do... i hate watching movies.... ...*sigh*.. i'll think of something... I'm sure

doctopr
yeah ive never heard of one of THOSE... the monkeys are out of chains and whips... sorry
» monkeymeister on 2004-02-04 09:45:44

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i did tell you to watch your back though.. those monkey gods just dont stop
» monkeymeister on 2004-02-04 09:47:34

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