mood: depressed as hell
listening to: Rage Against The Machine
words of the day: FUCK!!!! ... and.. FUCK YOU!!!
Wow.... I am not feeling too spiritual today... i am feeling soooo withdrawn.... i can't stand to be around people.... not even rusty... cause if i am not around him... i can't take this horrible feeling of... nothingness... out on him. I love him so much... i don't want to hurt him. I think this is part of the withdrawal from my Prozac... which i had to stop taking because of the migraines it was giving me... and i want ot take it all out onhim... and i don't... because i love him.... more than anything... and i don't want to hurt him...... so i dunno where this is all supposed to go..... i can't do the things i used to do... cause they are 1. unhealthy 2. Very noticeable and 3. potentially life threatening

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wOw! everyone I know was depressed this week! I hope things get better for you. btw, sweet picture!
» unkept on 2004-01-30 04:01:25

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