so much has ran through my head that i want to just spill right from my brain to this blog....meghan. my family and friends...i just feel so grateful. i feel extremely lucky. im at a lack of words for how fortunate i feel about all the people im surrounded by just about everyday. all the good souls in my friends...and the pure caliber of company they choose to have around them...its good to know that there really are quite wholesome people out there. not so wholesome that theyre party poopers..but not too hardcore party people that its disgusting.. i guess maybe just to me...my circle of friends and most of the secondary circles of friends..i believe could intertwine casually. like it wouldnt be seamless...but everyone would be civil, just because thats like a basic theme with all the people i associate myself with...and the ppl they associate themselves with...and so forth. the understanding of eachother is uncanny among the closest of my friends...e.g..ending eachothers sentences....coining phrases for thousands of inside jokes...using those coined phrases in unison numerous times....

i'll never forget...
improvising group beatbox beats
singing in cars (from 'headphones' to 'girls just wanna have fun')
excursions like six flags, mud wrestling, football in rain...
all the laughing about random hilarity....screaming during monkey ball...or "answering the ding dong"...or..."rhymes with tace..?!"

and i can narrow it down..
matt's or "biaz"s ridiculous dance
casey's "wanna play pizza party/go to cicis/poop?"
nick and i being perpetually "up top"
mike having my utmost respect...and how we always attempt to be fair to eachother..quite the team mike and i are...
the denisons with their peculiar affinity for ketchup

out of all the time i've lived in maryland, i've spent the most time hanging out with those above people. these marylanders prolly know my habits n mannerisms the most...we've had so many festivities..every (mildly possible) weekend a movie...or sitting at mikes house...a mcdonalds quickie...boardgames...videogames...so many memories. and of course these arent the ONLY people i've hung out with in maryland.

sank and ashley..quite the pair. a hilarious couple. they just function so well together as a team...very much the life of many a party. they can often have a whole world of their own..obviously very happy together..wish i could've hung out with them more often over the years.

scottness...an unfortunately very busy guy..so talented...very sharp and witty guy. great to hang out with...havent known him for very long..and now hes just so painfully hangout time constricted.

christine johnson(sp?)..i believe is a great pair for mike. but for the little time i've hung out with her..shes sweet, thoughtful, a hardworker, n just all around cool to be around. its kinda unfortunate that we're just starting to hang out before ppl are going off to college.........

adrian..yeah superman! although i doubt he'll catch wind of this...but yeah i still think hes superman. very successful in pretty much anything he does...from school in cal poly to life as being himself. which i believe is truly righteous. his huge circle of friends was that of like a completely different society to me. a lil difficult for me to blend into, not like because they were bad people er nething..just very different trains of thought. its always an adventure hanging out with adrian.

goodness...and obviously i cant just go mentioning every single person i've hung out with in maryland before. like danny, becki, andrea, paul, christine custodio, lee, rob, hell even my deep history with the therese montano crowd. i've learned and grown so much through thousands of experiences, conversations, pep talks, awkward seemingly obligatory chats, glance avoiding, "psst" attention grabbing....

i just want to acknowledge and rightfully thank everyone who's shined even the seemingly tiniest speck of light into my life. friends, aquaintances, classmates, teachers n all. even if that light may have seemed negative, it was still a light of experience. and even though its been a long and hard path...i'm quite content with how i've become to be now. and yeah theres still plenty of growing up to do, plenty of experiences to go through...i just...with these last few weeks as a teenager... i want to acknowledge all those who influenced this era in my life so far.

and i havent even BEGUN to speak of my wonderful meghan..but i assure you i havent forgotten. my girlfriend. my significant other. my meggyo. we have been through a ton, no doubt about that. but the thing about meghan is...i think about her in my future the most. decades after my teens pass...years after my 20s n 30s pass...i picture her right by my side. i know her like i know no one else. i'm infinitely enraptured by her- everyday. words do little if any justice to describe the way my heart and soul urges to sync up with meghans every mannerism and inkling of thought...i love you meghan



and to everyone...everyone thats been in my life...i can only hope that i've had some sort of impact on you all...i dont want to leave things unsaid..so if ur reading this..n it reminded u of something u'd wanna say to me...er ask me....like..."hey keith yeah thanks fer being a real [silly goose]" or...merely "hey keith good luck with everything"..or maybe even "why did u write such a ridiculously long entry?"...i'd be happy to hear all comments..via IMs? talking to me in person?calls? email? whatever...



peace be with you

I let u off the phone so u can write this with enthusiasm, and man am I glad I did! I think this is the best thing u've written so far that I've read sweetheart... the whole thing! Very well put. I. LOVE. YOU. talk to u after work!
» xXxshegzxXx on 2005-06-30 07:05:20

yo.
Keithafer. I don't think I can come up with the words to do any justice on how much of an impact you have had on my life. You're still a mystery to me [&probably always will be] &you seem to lead your own life, but I think that is what is very intriguing about you. You are, by far, one of the only people who would do ANYTHING for ANYBODY, and that is a quality that is rare. Don't allow the new people you will meet, &hell, the rest of the world &the rest of the experiences you will partake in, to change that about you. You're a very hard-worker, &don't let that change either. I don't think I will never forget your crazy antics when you drop the beat. I will also never forget that you are probably the most relaxed person in our whole group, lol. Just chill. Down for anything. I'll never forget making Blues Clues on the foggy bus windows, laughing at you when you failed your learners permit test for that stupid question, packing a million people into the Lexus, driving supremely slow so Nick &I could have more time together, pizza eating contests at CiCis, stupid Red Faction, &the countless inside jokes. I wish you the best of luck in whatever you do, &I know that as soon as you put your mind to something, anything, you'll achieve it. &Of course, countless amounts of luck for you &Meggyo, but you won't need it. ;D But anyway, moving away to college will be a new experience for you, undoubtedly, but don't forget that you're still stuck with us, and you'll always have a home in Maryland. &If you're car breaks down, remember that you can always call me.
» Casey (70.16.1.9) on 2005-06-30 11:54:12

kitman
ha you forgot yourself on there! you shoulda wrote something like: keith, awesome hair, love the glasses. my favorite times are when someone says something really retarded, then the intelligent people (i.e. you and i) just look at each other for a moment then start laughing. good times. ha i'll prolly never EVER come back to this site again, so soak yourself in my brilliant comment. cheers, sank
» sank (151.196.35.216) on 2005-07-06 12:04:45

Reading that all just made my day. Seeing how much everyone meant to you and I'm glad I could be a part of that no matter how big or small. G'luck w/ life. Desi
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