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the beginning (a simple seed) ~the classic crime
i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table, it will be locked
til i get home

i'm growing feeble and tired of the world
tired of constantly missing my girl
and i long to smell the sea

the sea...
the sea-yeah

i miss the Pacific Ocean
and the northwestern air
and run each of my fingers
through the strands of her hair

ive been over this country lately
but i've been nowhere it seems, nowhere

but ive found the cure to my landlocked blues
its coming home to you

you

if a simple seed
gets just what it needs
then a redwood tree can grow
up to a hundred feet
and endure the sleet and the snow

but if my whole life
was wrapped and priced
i wonder what the tag would show
cuz everytime im close to the holy ghost
i let her go

i let her go...

i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table
it will be locked, til i get home
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quotes i'd like to save...
-=How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd=- ~Alexander Pope

-=ur the sunshine after the rain, the tylenol to my pain=-~me

-='I'll love you till the ocean
Is folded and hung up to dry=- ~ W.H. Auden

-=live ur life, make ur heaven=- ~me reflecting upon stuff i learned at yfc

-=life isnt measured by the breaths u take, but moreso the number of breaths u take away=-~meggyo's profile
ok now i feel like i can type out some stuff
Sunday. 3.6.05 7:13:02 am
ok so im sitting here. freaking a lil past 7am on a sunday morning, eating a bowl of frosted flakes. not that im upset...i actually mustered up some umph...so here i am. i woke up at 5:30 this morning...i was coughing..so i got up n decided to stay up for at least a lil while. so naturally..i go to the computer. i check out whos on, some away messages, the usual. so yeah. that activity piddles out after awhile, and i go back up to my room. and i whip out my guitar. now...yesterday. matt [diaz] came back to town. it was cool cuz i called right as he walked into his house. but anyway...a bunch of us congregated at dannys house....and it was so great. matt [diaz], another matt[smith], mike, danny, nick, casey, BRETT was even there, young, chris(dannys lil bro), plus the denisons, george, and andrea hung around for awhile. they really really missed out on the completeness of the evening...but altogether...13 teenagers? oh well george is 20. ha. but anyway....it was quite the time...from video games (silly dunking contest)...to pool (my team surprisingly actually lost somehow)....to poker(or lack thereof cuz it was so hard to get 6ppl in one room at the same time ha)...to hanging out. now by 'hanging out' last night it wasnt like any other...it was very enjoyable. i mean we never really have a structure for hanging out but...i think yesterday it was like everything kinda clicked....mike/danny/chris/young lingered close to the computer doing some fantasy baseball draft. matt[diaz] got a hold of a guitar...as did the other matt[smith]. ha. oh wow...dannys dad Mr. Calianno actually came down and jammed with matt smith..matt diaz played some familiar songs for the rest of us...we all sang when we could.... the one song that got the most participation outta the crowd was -anthem of our dying day- by story of the year...which is actually playing as u read this....so yeah...matt was playing that acoustically....10 of us or so were singing along with it.....it was really awesome....and now that i think of it...the lighting was really nice too. the kitchen and living room are kinda like in the same open area...so the with the kitchen light on..and a lamp slightly in need of a lightbulb change provided the atmosphere with a quiet intimate glow...while still having everyone visible...wow...so yes.....anyway. i was really impressed by matt[diaz]. hes changed a lot since the last time i saw him. hes more toned down...and like more mature it would seem...but he can still be the old goofy mateo i know. hehe..i dont see how he doesnt have like groupies follwing him all over the place. but he does have a gf so he doesnt need 'groupies'. i'm really happy for him...hes prolly living it up right now. almost done with school...about to get shipped out...for money...while getting more educated prolly...for a few years then hes gonna be out and well off...n with this musical talent of his he can live a content and full life........anyway back to last night. nick and casey actually started slow dancing..to matts music...he was playing cigarette by yellowcard....*sighh* that was prolly the night's epitome of me missing meghan ...wow...what else.... pff...wow...its funny that like i started out talking about this morning...and went off on the complete side story of last night. ha. well ok this morning...i started jammin on my guitar due to my inspiration from mateo...the thought crossed my mind: 'this isnt really impressive...or maybe its just not meant to impress..its for me to relax...' er something like that. but then i thought 'maybe im just thinking that so i dont work that hard on the guitar'...and i think the truth of it all is a mix of those two thoughts..like i wanna mildly impress people if/when they hear me play...but it'll prolly take literally years before i get anywhere near close to mateo's caliber of playing....hm. but yeah i jammed for like an hour...messing around with chords from the guitar music book i rarely use. wow i think the sun was actually rising as i played for that hour.....kinda spiffy. well i think i'm gonna go do something. PROBABLY fold clothes...cuz its ridiculous how much clean clothes i have just sitting on top of my bed. hahaha wow someone told me the other day 'once i had a 5 year old moment...and bought a bunkbed-i was 16' n shes like 19 now er something. hahahahaha so i told her 'wow thats pretty sad, cuz i have a bunkbed nowww that i've had since like the 3rd grade' haha...n i may even hafta bunk it up at towson too....ha.....wow towson...i should probably talk about that...getting accepted into towson...i thought that once i got in it woulda been such a relief. and it was...but after a lil while, the stress just kinda went up n leveled off again cuz now i hafta worry about money. a pretty sizeable amount too. its pretty costly to go to a university...n if i thought paying off aacc tuition was difficult....... *breath* i'm gonna do it. im GOING to KICK tuitions ASS. YUP! THATS RIGHT. CUZ U KNOW WHAT FINANCIAL PROBLEMS!?? i can beat you. i will beat you. so i can become a teacher. and i love it.
2 Comments.


Guitarness
Haha, my caliber? Dude, I just dick around with familiar songs. But yeah, have I really changed that much? It might be the fact that I have a girlfriend once more. That usually tones me down. But yeah, we def need to get together again sometime before I leave. Good times. Catch you later man.
» Mateo (68.33.132.235) on 2005-03-10 02:22:14

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the number is lesser in value..and easier to swallow
~'would you like something to drink'
if your stomach feels weak, then my work here is done
~'the words "best friend" become redefined'
if theres no one beside you when your soul embarks, i'll follow you into the dark
~'i'll follow you into the dark'
i'll be floating out at sea, waiting for periscopes to spot my warm body
~'no ace, just you'
this is the part where i'll admit i'm getting what i deserve
~'lost and found'
lets sleep tonight on a bed of nails, so that every other night doesn't seem so painful after all
~'beter than sex'
if it were up to me, you're gone, i've been dying to get it into you somehow
~'histrionics'
hours pass, and she still counts the minutes that i am not there, i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this
~'bruised'
wanna fuck up my life?-i'll let you.
~'knotes'
this is the rhythm i was signing to the beat of my feat as i walked away
~'i fought the broad (and the broad won)'
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
if i could, i'd only want to make you smile
~'make you smile'
the past is only the future with the lights on
~'baby, come on'
morning always comes too quick when you're around..
~'still breathing'
i beg not to escape permeating my pores, whetting my appetite for more
~'amanda's poem about unicorns '
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
love me gently with a chainsaw
~'tie her down'
smiles and her laughter, its the only thing that ive been waiting for
~'emily'
so many high points on this last leg, i cant wait to recount them- it seems like nothings happened until ive shared them with you
~'shirts and gloves'
ur lips, ur eyelashes- ur skin, these are the parts of ur body that cause my comatose to begin
~'all hail the heartbreaker'

lets start out-by starting over... ~'lovers and liars'

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