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the beginning (a simple seed) ~the classic crime
i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table, it will be locked
til i get home

i'm growing feeble and tired of the world
tired of constantly missing my girl
and i long to smell the sea

the sea...
the sea-yeah

i miss the Pacific Ocean
and the northwestern air
and run each of my fingers
through the strands of her hair

ive been over this country lately
but i've been nowhere it seems, nowhere

but ive found the cure to my landlocked blues
its coming home to you


if a simple seed
gets just what it needs
then a redwood tree can grow
up to a hundred feet
and endure the sleet and the snow

but if my whole life
was wrapped and priced
i wonder what the tag would show
cuz everytime im close to the holy ghost
i let her go

i let her go...

i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table
it will be locked, til i get home

May 2021

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quotes i'd like to save...
-=How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd=- ~Alexander Pope

-=ur the sunshine after the rain, the tylenol to my pain=-~me

-='I'll love you till the ocean
Is folded and hung up to dry=- ~ W.H. Auden

-=live ur life, make ur heaven=- ~me reflecting upon stuff i learned at yfc

-=life isnt measured by the breaths u take, but moreso the number of breaths u take away=-~meggyo's profile
another year goes by
Saturday. 8.22.15 10:15 pm
haha i feel like i'm competing against my last blog entry for epic-ness. but of course, that's not what these things are for. a lot is the same:

-family and friends still loved.
-vacation still loved!

but what's different? what's new? what's getting better?

Bethany beach this year was different in that it was a honest to goodness, through and through family vacation. It was planned months in advance, so we very much looked forward to it. It included wife, toddler, newborn (4months), nan+grandad (the inlaws), and a verbose older cousin. The grandparents showered kiddies with beach gifts, the sea and sand were thoroughly enjoyed, and quality time was spent with all combinations of people. whole group, just me and the wife, me and the inlaws, me and the kids, me and father-dear, just me. Twas a great week.

My son is what's new. He unfortunately has inherited the bad skin traits of both my wife and me. Eczema. The wife takes it upon herself to deny herself gluten, soy, and dairy. I need to figure out a way to keep viable food for her...taking care of kid number one was tough I guess, but now it's like the same tough with a 2yr old gremlin trying to physically mess with everything. I do stop and catch the glory that is having children in the house though. Fleeting moments like the elation incited by shaking a stuffed animal, or endearing instances of wanting to participate in assembling a crib. It's a powerful feeling of parental pride in "small" stuff like seeing your daughter play nice with others, share, or take care of her little brother. I feel my life enriched by them. (when they're not whining/crying)

Getting better....haha maybe my attitude? It like my radar for frustration just doesn't detect things like it used to. I feel more and more comfortable at work with my co workers. I'm continuing softball for a 2nd year in a row. My 2nd baseman skills have been ok so far. I got a compliment from the best baseball mind on our team saying i was "probably the most athletic" on the team. Heh, i guess it's good to know I'm not getting THAT old yet. I turned 30, and I gotta say...i feel my age. And I like it.


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the number is lesser in value..and easier to swallow
~'would you like something to drink'
if your stomach feels weak, then my work here is done
~'the words "best friend" become redefined'
if theres no one beside you when your soul embarks, i'll follow you into the dark
~'i'll follow you into the dark'
i'll be floating out at sea, waiting for periscopes to spot my warm body
~'no ace, just you'
this is the part where i'll admit i'm getting what i deserve
~'lost and found'
lets sleep tonight on a bed of nails, so that every other night doesn't seem so painful after all
~'beter than sex'
if it were up to me, you're gone, i've been dying to get it into you somehow
hours pass, and she still counts the minutes that i am not there, i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this
wanna fuck up my life?-i'll let you.
this is the rhythm i was signing to the beat of my feat as i walked away
~'i fought the broad (and the broad won)'
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
if i could, i'd only want to make you smile
~'make you smile'
the past is only the future with the lights on
~'baby, come on'
morning always comes too quick when you're around..
~'still breathing'
i beg not to escape permeating my pores, whetting my appetite for more
~'amanda's poem about unicorns '
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
love me gently with a chainsaw
~'tie her down'
smiles and her laughter, its the only thing that ive been waiting for
so many high points on this last leg, i cant wait to recount them- it seems like nothings happened until ive shared them with you
~'shirts and gloves'
ur lips, ur eyelashes- ur skin, these are the parts of ur body that cause my comatose to begin
~'all hail the heartbreaker'

lets start out-by starting over... ~'lovers and liars'

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