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the beginning (a simple seed) ~the classic crime
i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table, it will be locked
til i get home

i'm growing feeble and tired of the world
tired of constantly missing my girl
and i long to smell the sea

the sea...
the sea-yeah

i miss the Pacific Ocean
and the northwestern air
and run each of my fingers
through the strands of her hair

ive been over this country lately
but i've been nowhere it seems, nowhere

but ive found the cure to my landlocked blues
its coming home to you


if a simple seed
gets just what it needs
then a redwood tree can grow
up to a hundred feet
and endure the sleet and the snow

but if my whole life
was wrapped and priced
i wonder what the tag would show
cuz everytime im close to the holy ghost
i let her go

i let her go...

i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table
it will be locked, til i get home

May 2021

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quotes i'd like to save...
-=How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd=- ~Alexander Pope

-=ur the sunshine after the rain, the tylenol to my pain=-~me

-='I'll love you till the ocean
Is folded and hung up to dry=- ~ W.H. Auden

-=live ur life, make ur heaven=- ~me reflecting upon stuff i learned at yfc

-=life isnt measured by the breaths u take, but moreso the number of breaths u take away=-~meggyo's profile
i drive myself crazy.
Sunday. 8.10.14 11:09 pm
i am one of the most easy going, disarming people when it comes to being "good company". some might say i let people walk all over me. when it comes to myself though...i drive myself crazy. i get nervous, and inwardly scold myself for being nervous, and afterwards i try to let my own scolding roll off my back. i curse the with the most anger when it comes to personally messing up something like forgetting to bring reusable bags to pick up groceries. maybe i just bottle it all up and unload on myself in large doses instead of smaller doses on others.....*sigh* who knows...

summer is over for me. work starts up again tomorrow. i feel slightly bad for "complaining" at all about my summer vacation ending, but it gives me a chance to step back and take stock of my life.

-i love my wife
-i love our daughter
-i love our friends and family
-i love vacation time.

-i can handle my job. i only love it sometimes. i'm working on it...*rimshot*
-i can handle my house not being a mansion. also something that's going to change over time.


i mean what the fuck else is there right? i can't go to otakon? it crossed my mind, but I don't miss it. getting worse at video games? gaming does have a large piece of real estate in my heart of hears. i'm figuring the time involved in "keeping up" for games like smash and tekken just doesn't fit into my life anymore. but on the flip side of that, i'm diversifying what games i can enjoy. bring on pikmin, monster hunter, any RPG.

this summer i.... jumped head first into a softball league! annnd had the presence of mind to include one of my best friends whom i'm afraid of growing distant from. i took my family to the lake. my family went to bethany beach with my inlaws, an inescapable tradition (we tried going somewhere else but ended up at bethany anyway). we went to a different beach in the middle of the week with a friend with a kid playmate for Camille. i went to 4 baseball games thanks to my father in law. repeatedly took the family out to the science center in baltimore. we spent time with new, like-minded friends and had a posh museum brunch (Gertrude's) just today on someone else's dime. I taught my brother how to parallel park, and back into a spot.i put Camille to bed 30 times, gave her 100 kisses, and witnessed a thousand smiles. i admired my wife, all her perfect imperfections, all of her grace and hilarious disgraces.

I love having a summer vacation. for a second there i thought i wasted it.
*breath* i feel better. life goes on tomorrow, and i'm cool with that.


glad to hear u having a fab summer!
» renaye on 2014-08-18 11:33:41

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the number is lesser in value..and easier to swallow
~'would you like something to drink'
if your stomach feels weak, then my work here is done
~'the words "best friend" become redefined'
if theres no one beside you when your soul embarks, i'll follow you into the dark
~'i'll follow you into the dark'
i'll be floating out at sea, waiting for periscopes to spot my warm body
~'no ace, just you'
this is the part where i'll admit i'm getting what i deserve
~'lost and found'
lets sleep tonight on a bed of nails, so that every other night doesn't seem so painful after all
~'beter than sex'
if it were up to me, you're gone, i've been dying to get it into you somehow
hours pass, and she still counts the minutes that i am not there, i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this
wanna fuck up my life?-i'll let you.
this is the rhythm i was signing to the beat of my feat as i walked away
~'i fought the broad (and the broad won)'
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
if i could, i'd only want to make you smile
~'make you smile'
the past is only the future with the lights on
~'baby, come on'
morning always comes too quick when you're around..
~'still breathing'
i beg not to escape permeating my pores, whetting my appetite for more
~'amanda's poem about unicorns '
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
love me gently with a chainsaw
~'tie her down'
smiles and her laughter, its the only thing that ive been waiting for
so many high points on this last leg, i cant wait to recount them- it seems like nothings happened until ive shared them with you
~'shirts and gloves'
ur lips, ur eyelashes- ur skin, these are the parts of ur body that cause my comatose to begin
~'all hail the heartbreaker'

lets start out-by starting over... ~'lovers and liars'

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