Sometimes you do things for the people you love just to make them happy. Even if that thing makes you feel even more sad and lonely. Even if you know they may never really understand how you feel.

And of course it would all mean nothing if I told her about it. So I go back to keeping everything inside.

I just feel so lonely. The thought that she might actually be enjoying herself MORE when I'm not around just... makes me feel really sad. And it's not like I can blame her. I'm the most boring, uninteresting person I know. Even when we're together I can barely think of anything to say.

I don't feel like talking anymore. I'm tired and depressed and all I want is to put my head in her lap. I need sleep.

That is when you need to compromise. You need to tell your partner that certain things make you sad and you try to work them out. She prob. doesnt even know what she is doing to you. I feel that way sometimes in my relationship but we talk about it. I think I make him sad more than he makes me. When he tells me though I am really happy that he did. Of course I cry at first for hurting him them I am happy he told me. Good luck.
» KkaMA67 on 2007-03-05 11:29:27

*hugs* Hope everything will be fine soon..
» Nuttz on 2007-03-05 11:12:23

*Hugs* I'm sorry... Kkama is right though.. 'tis all about compromising.
» LittleBrit on 2007-03-22 08:14:30

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