Saturday. 8.25.12 3:52 am
Today, I've seriously had enough. Enough of this one thing that other people do not have problems with. Maybe it is all my fault, maybe it is only partially my fault; who cares? No one but me. I cannot say that I can't be fucked anymore about this because I will never be able to stop giving a fuck. Maybe one day I will stop chasing pavements, maybe I will never. Who knows.
I've thought of clearing my bank accounts and go to the one place I know my impulsive decision would be a surprised welcome. I don't have too many a commitment to honour and I just want to leave,
All my life, I've been different and that taught me, more than anything, about how people just love to be the one to make you "normal". Being different taught me that there are always more than one way to get somewhere and that is what I do until I get what I want. When I find that method, I will stick to it. Unfortunately not many people see that. All they see is a rebellious, difficult individual.
There is no point left to prove, there is nothing left to work on. It is too fucking bad that this will probably be the one thing I want that I will never get without killing myself at the same time.
I am a loner by choice, not nature, because I just don't want to surround myself around people who makes it their life's cause to give me a stroke; It is fun for these people to keep me irritated and it doesn't matter to them what they do to me. Somethings, no matter how hard you try, you cannot get away from.
to be what the society wants us to be we are on the way to become a non-unique interesting individual. welcome to the world of discrimination. » ayl4life
on 2012-08-25 12:00:34
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