I don't know if I prefer working life to studying. Granted I do earn money after slogging for 8 hours a day, which is kinda awesome as opposed to waiting for my mother to put in money for me, but having to wait for the end of the month kinda suck too.

I would totally be enjoying my 3 month internship if it is not for that stupid fucktard jerkazoid I have to sit next to for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week. Seriously.. you think you have the power to dictate the world? Dream on sucker!! GROW UP!!!

Anyway.. back to the topic..
Now.. I have my weekends totally free, except for those where I need to finish my reflective journals (2 more to go) and I have nothing to do. It's so boring because there is nothing on TV and as usually, everyone in this house has a life of their own. We do things together but not everything. Mostly doing laundry and staring at my laptop and phone, wondering if anyone is going to text or call me for no reason and ask to hang.. wait.. not anyone.. there are certain people whom I wish would leave me A.L.O.N.E.!! Some people just don't know how to get the hint!!

Anyway, I'd love to be able to read books but I've ran out of physical books to read so I'm taking as much time as I can to finish those I have with me, until my uncle decides to buy some more... So for now, when I am stoning in the office, I read ebooks. Which I don't feel like reading at home because I have to bring my laptop everywhere to read it plus I don't want my eyesight to deteriorate even more since I've been staring at computers at least 8 hours a day since the last month or so. Sleeping too much is a bore too and I just don't want to do house chores cause I know if I start doing it, the 2 and a half men will take it forgranted.

I don't like having too much free time yet I don't like not having free time so I really don't know if I prefer studying or working cause both are nearer to one extreme than being in the middle, unless I procrastinate when it comes to studying.

I do hope evening comes soon cause I'm gonna be hanging out with people I absolutely love and want to hang out with. I guess for now I'd be keeping my laundry cause it looks like it's going to rain.

u can always buy books and refund from ur uncle since he might need it for income tax!
» renaye on 2010-01-16 07:41:19

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Ahh, thank you!!

And it sounds like your life is going well enough ^_^.
» Mockiller on 2010-01-16 09:28:21

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Well, it's basically about a teenage girl who goes on a cruise around Europe and makes some new friends on the cruise ship, tries to find a "code-red Euro hottie", and bonds with her mom while on their sight-seeing excursions.
The main character makes me laugh too ^__^.
» Mockiller on 2010-01-18 05:22:56

i want to hang out with YOU!!! just that i'm going thru personal turmoil right nao, i duwan emo infront of you, so february okay? feb i might feel better. =D tell me when u get your salaly. we go hang kai again!! ^^
» yumii (60.48.169.6) on 2010-01-19 07:41:14

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