Date night tonight. Almost felt like a first. Weird. Wonderful...but weird.

Saw the movie Midnight in Paris. EVERYONE should watch this movie. It's hilarious and the whole movie is a cultural bat in the face. It's awesome. Well...I thought it was money well spent in any case.

But, nothing in life is ever perfect, and tonight wasn't an exception. However, I suppose everyone is entitled to their opinions and there's simply no helping that.

Paris. The city's history and mystery, it's culture and atomosphere. *sigh* When I was young I always said I wanted to spend a year or two in France. Enough to always love it, but not so much that I would grow immune to it's charms. Somewhere between that little girl and the one who sits here wrighting this, that dream got put into a box and put on a shelf filled with memorbelia from my youth. Perhaps it doesn't have to be that way though. Perhaps it's time to look through that box and re-evaluate what really belongs in there or not. Perhaps things really aren't always as they seem.

Can't wait to start subbing. I guess mostly so that I can finally make enough money to get ahead of my bills. Once that happens...so many doors will open. I've thought about moving my degree over into publishing. I'm not sure where to begin there - but it sounds neat on paper. I'm starting to be ever so slightly hopeful. I've been psyching myself out because I'm not where I thought I would be. However, what's done is done, can't be undone and there's nowhere left to go but foward. I'm not dead and I feel I have alot of potential left in me. Well, maybe not alot but at least enough to get the important things that I want in life.

I love my little apartment. The living room is a teal called Peacock Feather and that's exactly what it resembles. I can't wait to get slip covers for my futon and a table to play games on. I may swing by Goodwill soon to see if they have anything in the table department. My bedroom thus far is still the plain ol' apartment beige and kind of plain. I think i'll paint it a really pretty jeweled purple. Green sheets for my bed. I want to paint my flea market dresser white. I want something on it though - i'm not sure what. I've thought of painting a saying on it - or perhaps pasting some pictures of places i'd like to go or something the like. I don't know.

I also have a smallish porch. It faces a busy street so it's not like I have a view or anything. But, it's a porch. I have two stools out there now. I want a blind that I can roll up and down, and maybe some hanging candles in colored jars. I already have some balcony planters and while it's almost going to be winter, perhaps there's still some time left to plant a little something. Spruce things up.

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