my cat cheats at hide and seek.
But, it's only because he loves me.



Things are going well. I went home to visit my folks and It was good. Though, my grandmother isn't in a good place, (she has lukemia and a heart that's in the beginning stages of failing) she has a good attitude about everything. Mom is taking it rather hard though. Don't really blame her. Dad is doing well, he's lost 60 pounds and is trying for another 60. I can't imagine him that thin. It'll be so good for him though. My brother is back in school, and his girlfriend is leaving to study abroad for a year. He'll be able to focus and not be as distracted. Hopefully, he'll get his act together.

As for me? First day of fall classes start on Friday. I bought spirals and folders and a lunch box. I'm uber excited! Plus, I've had the past 3 days off and I've been able to spend them with my boyfriend who drives me absolutely insane, but also makes me incredibly happy. ^_^!

All in all I'm happy. But, there's this little corner of my mind that's prepared, or scared i suppose. It's crouched in defense mode and makes things difficult. I feel like i'm waiting for the other shoe, the other side of it. I don't trust all the happy and I don't know why. It's never been like this before - I've never been like this before. *shrug* perhaps it's my mind playing tricks on me. It tends to do that to me. Perhaps I'm just nervous.
But, of what?

I GOT YOUR POSTCARD!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
I was having a really terrible day when I got it. Such a horrible day that I didn't realize the postcard was for me at first. I just dragged it upstairs with me with some other mail and collapsed on the couch and cried. Then I picked up the postcard and a big smile spread across my face through my stress and my tears.

thanks. ^-^


» Zanzibar on 2010-08-25 04:05:54

Sorry, you do not have permission to comment.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.