I have the house to myself for awhile still. I figured I would collect my thoughts or at least spew them out on here.

I feel very lonely. I am constantly surrounded by people yet I feel myself drifting farther away from humanity. This isn't normal is it? How does one re-connect? Any ideas? Anyone? I'm askin' here.

Also, my job has gotten a little too intresting. There's drama everywhere and they keep throwing more responsibilities at me. I'm tired of it, I hate it but, I gotta pay those dang bills.

Paid for school. THANK.YOU.GOD! I can't wait to go back to college and finish and then finally start my life. I can't wait to get back on the road. It's almost like christmas is coming. My own personal little christmas.

What's the longest any of you have ever waited for someone to love you back? Just morbid curiosity asking.

I'll be going home to see my family in August. In time for Dad's birthday. I'm excited. It's exciting. A whole week! I think we'll be going to Vegas. This makes me happy. I love Vegas. This will be my 5th time going. yay!

I'm tired of my body. i want to rewind to 4 years ago. Heck even 2. Bleh.

I'm not happy. But I feel like happiness is around the corner.

hmm.. i think my friend has waited for me like over 3 years to love him back?? but because i didn't ... he has become a 'monk'.
» renaye on 2010-05-10 01:35:43

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