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Sunday. 8.24.08 10:48 pm
My job's going well. Just got paid. Am somewhat pulling myself out of my mountain of debt. Once i'm out....i'm out.

Life is going well. My brother starts college tomorrow and i'm so proud of him it's unmeasureable. He's an awesome kid with awesome ideas. There's alot of good in his future.

As for me? Well, things could be better. Things keep running through my mind that I wish weren't there. But, what can you do when you're in these situations right? I'm working on righting wrongs and once those are taken care of things will be alot better I hope. I can't wait to go back to school and start teaching. Then, I can't wait to start teaching and go to Grad School.

Sometimes I wonder if planning things out really can set you up for failure and a loss of hope. I had this whole idea when I was little of what my life would be like. I can't even tell you how far off the tracks I am from that vision. Of couse this was from the same little girl who envisioned herself as both as astronaut and a ballerina (Astronaut during the day, ballerina at night). I used to be full of nonsense.

But, life can come at you sideways sometimes. Just saddle up next to you and smile while you get the wind kicked out of you. Eh, Things aren't that bad. Actually, things haven't been this good in awhile. The haze appears to be somewhat starting to lift. I don't want to be preemptive about this - but it's true. Hope will be enough to keep me together and get me to where I need to be. LOL, for all I know this IS where i'm supposed to be. I don't know. Perhaps it's nothing but perception that's throwing me off. I go on myspace and it seems everyone is at a completely different part of their life than I am. Getting married, Going to Graduate school, Moving cities and getting JOB jobs, Starting families, having anniversries, being blessedly happy. All those people deserve it and I don't want to knock them down a single step. They're all really good people that i've known most if not all of my life. I pray that God walks them through everything and that they come to be more happy than they ever could have imagined. I pray the same thing for me. One day, it could happen i guess. No harm in hopeing right? Or is there.....

lol, i'm just ranting.

I miss dilated and zanzibar.
Ya'll were great.
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