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It's in the details
Tuesday. 7.12.16 11:01 pm
So, I'm just going to ramble because that's what I do.

I feel like if life is a storm this past year I've been in the eye. Basically safe but basically not. I suppose it could be better described as a neutral zone.

Wedding craziness was stereotypically crazy what with family drama, unexpected thunderstorms (it was outside) and the usual uneasiness I get when I spend money. But! It went off without a hitch and was pretty nice if I must say so myself. For our honeymoon we backpacked through Europe for two weeks. Dublin, Wales, London and Paris. A bunch of stuff got knocked off my bucket list but honestly even more got added so I'll just have to figure out a way back one day.

Work is repetitive and boring so there's honestly not anything to discuss there. I'm kinda lost as far as future plans are concerned at the moment. I've sorta lost my passion as far as work future is concerned. Maybe I need to find a way to travel for my job. Or be surrounded by books. Or be surrounded by books when I travel. Lol - the dream....

I've been cooking more. No more fast food meals for me! It's actually be extremely fun trying new techniques and foods. More on this to come!

My family. Mom & dad are doing well. Though right now for the sake of their jobs they currently live about 2 hours away from each other. They take turns costing on weekends though and it's seemed to make them closer so it's not all bad. My brother however has disentangled himself from us 😞 I only have one brother so it's been kinda painful. Basically; my parents paid for him to go to school for a number of years (they did this for both of us; but I only took two years, brother took more than double). And when I say paid for school I don't just mean tuition. I mean rent, groceries, all bills, cable and Internet. Now it seems he believes my parents forced him to go to college and that they were unrealistic to expect him to provide them with updates. So, now he hates them. To the point where he didn't come to my wedding because they would be there. I suppose there's only so much you can do.

Elessar currently works evenings and I work days and with my intense introvert-ness it's been a bit trying on me. I know I should get out more and attempt to connect to the world and engage with people but I think I've forgotten how to make friends. I dunno. I'm told it's simply self doubt eating me alive but that anxiety sure is something when you're on the way out of the house on your own. I'll keep y'all updated on progress here as/if it comes along.

Well- I suppose that's it. Sorry for the ugly spelling and punctuation. This entry was written on an iPhone.

Hope you find yourself happy!
-Helena
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