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the beginning (a simple seed) ~the classic crime
i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table, it will be locked
til i get home

i'm growing feeble and tired of the world
tired of constantly missing my girl
and i long to smell the sea

the sea...
the sea-yeah

i miss the Pacific Ocean
and the northwestern air
and run each of my fingers
through the strands of her hair

ive been over this country lately
but i've been nowhere it seems, nowhere

but ive found the cure to my landlocked blues
its coming home to you

you

if a simple seed
gets just what it needs
then a redwood tree can grow
up to a hundred feet
and endure the sleet and the snow

but if my whole life
was wrapped and priced
i wonder what the tag would show
cuz everytime im close to the holy ghost
i let her go

i let her go...

i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table
it will be locked, til i get home
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quotes i'd like to save...
-=How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd=- ~Alexander Pope

-=ur the sunshine after the rain, the tylenol to my pain=-~me

-='I'll love you till the ocean
Is folded and hung up to dry=- ~ W.H. Auden

-=live ur life, make ur heaven=- ~me reflecting upon stuff i learned at yfc

-=life isnt measured by the breaths u take, but moreso the number of breaths u take away=-~meggyo's profile
ok what the fuck.
Saturday. 5.27.06 10:19:29 pm
so im sitting at my computer on a saturday night. with absolutely nothing to do. i've been meaning to compose a blog entry for a number of different purposes. i wanted to make a sorta tribute to all the people i met at slippery rock. i wanted to make one about how i miss meghan. i also wanted to just pour my heart out. i have so much i just wanna express. well maybe not. ive been feeling kinda numb lately and i wanna just express in general.i wanna be sad, i wanna be angry, i wanna laugh, i wanna feel accomplished, not this stupid meloncholy-ish type grey icky feeling.

i went to a wedding today. woke up at 6am, got ready, drove 2 hours, and bam. church wedding, reception food at 1, continued eating til about 5. people drinking, dancing, making small talk, sports, professions, professions of other relatives. for a group of 23 year olds whom have grown up together, weddings would be a great time. but if you're a 20 year old guy in a room full of strangers, babysititng the only people you know- 4 small children under the age of 13, then you're probably not having that great of a time during the reception. i mean i understand that the actual ceremony is supposed to be more 'important', and i thought the whole ritual was beautiful. but while i was watching it all unfold, it seemed a lil more like a charade. well ok, the traditional best man, bridesmaids, flower-girls, parent escorts, and the "i do's" are all solid, festive, joyous, momentous icons of the process of marriage. but today, there was not only a ring bearer, but a coin-bearer, a bible-bearer, veil-pinner, cord-wrapper-around-ers, extra singers and piano players...*shrug* maybe these roles are just less heard of because theyre not in movies, or maybe i just need to do some sort of research, but the explanations for each act with all the coins/veils/cords just seemed like more and more a stretch of the imagination. like the ring i understand because you're supposed to wear it all the time and it simbolizes things like your faith to eachother. but the 'marriage bible' given to the couple, the pastor said to use it as a guide. whats gonna happen to that bible? its probably going to collect dust in a drawer in the basement with the 400 dollar wedding video that you'll watch maybe twice before it gets too old to function. *sigh* i dunno, maybe they're really religious, and use the bible everyday, and in that case more power to them. i guess im just not a big fan of the idea myself..

i want my kids to grow up in one place. moving around as a kid fucked me over more than i'd like. i dont spend time with anyone i used to spend time with when i was in elementary school. middle school. i may love my high school friends so much because they're really the first group of friends i've had that i can say 'we've had tons of laughs'. i was thinking...someones not really your friend unless you've cohesively laughed with them for an accumulated hour of time over the time you've known them. or something, i thought of this cuz i'm tired of superficial friendships, fake laughs, forced smiles, bullshit like that. so when i have kids, i want to be pretty sure i'm not going to be moving a school disctrict away for a decade or 2. this is probably an EXTREME amount easier said than done, but hey its a blog, i can say what i want.

sooooo....yes. this is whats on my brain.

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the 1st time i slept at your house i brought...
Thursday. 3.16.06 11:38:52 pm
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Wednesday. 3.15.06 11:21:57 pm
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pw=i keep calling uncle david this name
Wednesday. 3.15.06 9:28:16 am
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Tuesday. 3.14.06 6:57 am
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i already told you this stuff. password=german ame
Sunday. 3.12.06 10:55 pm
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the number is lesser in value..and easier to swallow
~'would you like something to drink'
if your stomach feels weak, then my work here is done
~'the words "best friend" become redefined'
if theres no one beside you when your soul embarks, i'll follow you into the dark
~'i'll follow you into the dark'
i'll be floating out at sea, waiting for periscopes to spot my warm body
~'no ace, just you'
this is the part where i'll admit i'm getting what i deserve
~'lost and found'
lets sleep tonight on a bed of nails, so that every other night doesn't seem so painful after all
~'beter than sex'
if it were up to me, you're gone, i've been dying to get it into you somehow
~'histrionics'
hours pass, and she still counts the minutes that i am not there, i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this
~'bruised'
wanna fuck up my life?-i'll let you.
~'knotes'
this is the rhythm i was signing to the beat of my feat as i walked away
~'i fought the broad (and the broad won)'
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
if i could, i'd only want to make you smile
~'make you smile'
the past is only the future with the lights on
~'baby, come on'
morning always comes too quick when you're around..
~'still breathing'
i beg not to escape permeating my pores, whetting my appetite for more
~'amanda's poem about unicorns '
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
love me gently with a chainsaw
~'tie her down'
smiles and her laughter, its the only thing that ive been waiting for
~'emily'
so many high points on this last leg, i cant wait to recount them- it seems like nothings happened until ive shared them with you
~'shirts and gloves'
ur lips, ur eyelashes- ur skin, these are the parts of ur body that cause my comatose to begin
~'all hail the heartbreaker'

lets start out-by starting over... ~'lovers and liars'

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