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Sunday. 2.26.12 11:24 pm
it really is the root of all evil.

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phone call with my mom.
Wednesday. 2.22.12 5:13 pm
I call my mom everyday, and talk to her everyday. This is how our phone conversation went today:

Me: Hi mom
Mom: Hi, how are you?
Me: I'm good, how are you?
Mom: I'm good. Where have you been the last three days?

And when my mom asked me that, I knew what she meant. I talked to her the last three days too over the phone, but I wasn't the same.

The last three days, I've been irritated. I've been annoyed, and just utterly unhappy with myself. And when she said that, I knew that is what she meant. She knew I haven't been the same. Moms are seriously great, and they know what's up don't they?

Anyways, I think my mom meant that to be a rhetorical question anyways, because she went on to change the subject.

But it really made me think: I've been wallowing in self pity for a LONG time now. But I can't change the past, and can't change my past mistakes. And instead of blaming myself for everything that went wrong, I just need to suck it up and move on.

On another note, my mom started complaining about my cousin again. Oh so much chissmiss (gossip), and I feel bad for my cousin. It's like my whole family doesn't like her. And well, of course she would be acting out, since no one cares ENOUGH to expect much from her :*(. She's living by the standards people have set before her, and they set them low.

I wish I could talk to her, but my mom has band me from her going to see me because she is scared we'll get drunk and that my cousin will leave me to die somewhere. It's highly unlikely she would do this to me. I mean, just because she makes bad decisions doesn't mean she's heartless.

Alright nutang, i must go. Class starts in T minus 20 minutes. Hm, what a weird term, "T minus __ minutes"

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