My Jonathan Ian CD came today! :D

Happiness.

[There is a difference between 'happiness' and 'joyfulness', and not only the fact that the latter is not really a word. 'Joyfulness' connotates sarcasm. 'Happiness' means something good has happened.]

Still no word on The Art of Falling Apart though. :(

Sadness.

I got an email that said they still haven't got it. This is leading me to think that I'm never going to get it. :/

BUT

I am still happy with the CD I got. Which is unusual because usually I detest acoustic music... but he does it well, he really does.





...I've got to delete In Rainbows from my iTunes library. I can't stand it...

My Body
By: Jonathan Ian Mathers

I see you sit there in my body
You look back at me with my eyes
You've maintained me well, but why did you pierce me there
That's my body on your hands

And that's not fair
You're using what's mine and not in a nice way
You don't care
It's the same in your mind you reveal what's concealed inside

I wouldn't have chosen those clothes for my body
But they seem to fit me well
You tattoo my back, you style my hair
That's my skin you have on there

And that's not fair
You're using what's mine and not in a nice way
You don't care
It's the same in your mind you reveal what's concealed inside

I see you sit there in my body
I see you strike a pose for their eyes
Please don't act so cute, please don't act so shy
That's my mind behind those eyes

And that's not fair
You're using what's mine and not in a nice way
You don't care
It's the same in your mind you reveal what's concealed inside

---Ramble section---
DC got a haircut. :(
And a new shirt, I think. (Why do I notice this stuff?)
Alice also got a haircut. :P Short boy cut!
Cochineal = yuck
Urea = more yuck
Swedish fish are safe candy! :D

HARD

I made a picture for my French project.

It sucks! :D But it's better than what I could've done in Paint...

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Headin' out to the test center (school) soon.

I'll tell you about it later.

Dumb SAT. This doesn't change my hatred for you one bit.

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I... just had an urge to quote Metalocalypse. That's all. :P

Let's see... I hung out with Alice for maybe three and a half hours today. Give or take a few minutes. We talked a lot.

First we walked to my house (as usual). We wanted to make a smoothie but there wasn't any juice to use as a base. So we squeezed a few oranges. The first few were bad inside...

The smoothie turned out good but it had a strange banana flavor, even though no bananas were present in it. Unless someone stopped time and blended them in while we weren't looking.

After the smoothie, I left a note for my mom and we went to her house. She changed and I read Psychology Today. (I want to subscribe to that so much) Then she went rollerblading. I walked next to her.

We talked a bit, and moved around. On the ground under a park table we found a sow bug (roly-poly, pillbug etc.). I tried to pick it up but it was insanely hard for some reason. Eventually I got it though. We watched it scuttle around for a bit then let it go free. Because of course, that's what you do when you really love something. :P

When that was finished we just talked. A lot. For a while. And stuff.

Chewing is painful. :/ My wisdom teeth are coming in and it sucks. The one on my right side isn't even really visible yet, but it still hurts. :(

No pictures now, sorry.

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I just know this is going to stretch my entry. :/

When I saw this on ABS it just reminded me so much of my oranges that I had to post it. Of course, mine didn't have any cool wordless storylines, but it's all fine.

My mom signed me up for some free concert thing that the Choral Project is doing and I got accepted, so now I'm going to go watch people sing or something. I mean, not now, next Saturday. But yeah. Singing people... oh boy.

I finished Penguin Diner and only failed on one level out of thirty four or something. The highest scores in that game are freaky...

Oh, and sorry if I you thought I lost in a beauty pagent or couldn't save someone's life because of the title. Misleading, eh? :P

Haluz
Haluz 2

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My The Art of Falling Apart CD hasn't come in yet. :/ I wouldn't care if they at least had it, but I backordered it and they haven't even got it in stock or whatever yet. Not to mention that I don't have the faintest idea when they'll ship it to me, if they get it.

The other CD I ordered shouldn't be having any trouble, as far as I know. I'm so happy it was $2.99. :D Makes me wonder if it was really worth the seventeen bucks for the other one that isn't going anywhere soon...

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It'd be cool if you could just choose to live out your life at night... I mean, not just after you finished school. Like, if they had night elementary school and night middle school and night high school. I think they have night college or whatever already.

That'd just be cool, I think... although if I ever wanted to go walking by myself at night it might be a bit awkward if there were lots of other people around.

This afternoon (I just typed "fatern" on accident :P) I was feeling really sleepy... I walked home with Alice and we ate some stuff at my house, then went to her house... I didn't stay though. No idea why I felt so exhausted but I really wanted to go home and take a nap. So I did...

I don't know what time I slept but I woke up at about 7:30 or so. I suppose I could've just slept right on through the night, until maybe two in the morning. Not sure what I'd do then, though.

Had a weird dream... (well, I guess technically ALL of my dreams are kinda weird, I've never had a "normal" one) I was with Alice and we went to her art place... which looked a lot like a business building or maybe tall college library. When we went inside (I don't remember actually going through any doors, or seeing any for that matter) we were in a really big room with a high ceiling. There were big artsy pillows and cushions just lying around on the floor and stuff... and then Alice went to this (Russian?) woman to talk to her about some sort of art show thing they called "early night." We walked out to this... fringe... kind of place. In between the actual wall and the big space there were these... faux walls... border... things... you see them at airports, they're these metal sheet things propped up by wooden beams or something similar... Well we went behind those, in the fairly large outer fringe space, where there were still copious amounts of artsy cushions, and saw Daydrah. And then something about Alice throwing down some heavy fake nails or something... I picked a couple up and tried to put them on but it wouldn't work for some reason...

Then I woke up...

I don't think I had much to eat, calorie-wise, today... In all I probably got a little more than a thousand. Should probably do some exercise... although I can't now, of course. I'd never go out at night when there's school the next day.

Umm... sorry for the rambling. I don't know if it interests you guys or not. I can't post any pictures because I'm on my laptop. (Craptop)

We checked out The Great Gatsby in Lit. I have no interest in it. :/ None of the books we read at school are ever interesting. They're all chock full of symbolism and other crap I don't care about.

I forget... did I already say I watched Superbad? I think I did... my opinion of it hasn't improved in the few days since I saw it...

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