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woo! Tab's party was a lot of fun! hehe! 700 chicken wings later..actually, they didnt even make all 700 of them. It was fun though! It rained, but we had tarps so it was good. Everyone really got there around 7, but I was there at 6. Jenny, Tabby and I went swimming ...wait, Melanie too, in the pond. It was like..green/blue and really weird. lol I hate deep water sooo much! It freaks me out for some reason before I get in, but after I get in, Im fine! Paranoia baby! So..after we went swimming, like Tom, Curt, Lev, Melanie, myself, Jenny, Tabby, Christa, and Alisha...all just chilled by the fire, laughing, telling stories and shit. It was fun..then like..all the adults left, and it was just us. So ...I convienced Curt and Tom to stay the night with us...and we went up to the house, and waited for Kev-O (Tab's bf) for awhile..then we just went up to the bus and tried to start a fire....LUCKILY, her dad came up with Kevin, and he started it for us. Then Curt, Lev, Tom, Jenny, and I froze our asses off while we waited for Tabby and Kevin to come back with drinks and stuff for the rest of the night. It was a good time! We had a campfire, and didnt sit around it because...there was nothing to sit on, so we just went on the bus. Yes, an actual school bus, it was fun! Hrmn, anyways, we played spoons, and chubby bunny..and all that stupid shit. Laughed our asses off till we all got tired that we just had to go to sleep. Which..we just laid down and like.. talked. I need to tell you though, that this is a bus with a plush chair, three couches, and some tables. All the chairs were taken out..soooo Lev and Jenny slept on the pull out bed..Curtis slept on the white couch across from Tom and I and we slept on the red couch...Tabby and Kevin on the floor. Oh wait..does that make me a slut for...sleeping on the same couch as Tom? I mean, we arent going out... *sighs* lmao... anyways, long joke that I dont wanna talk about. TOM! Is the most DIFFICULT person to sleep with. Everytime I got comfortable, he'd like..move...and Id have to move. And Id almost be asleep too! Btw, the person who I said that keeps coming up in my dreams..still came up in my dream last night. It was really sad and happy too. These dreams really need to stop, it's just making me more sad and frustrated. It was a good time though... my 18th bday is coming up. ;) Oh yes..that..is going to be fun! Want details? If I like you, I might invite you.. ;) It's really hushy hush though.. well it's not really, but I have a limited amount of people I can invite b/c Ben is hosting it for me. But..he has plans, and I have plans.. and it's going to happen, and it's going to be off the hook! Anyways.. Im really fucking tired b/c I got up at 8:30...8:30!!! this morning. What the hell is wrong with me..ugh, who gets up at that time. Seriously.. Anyways..Im out b/c I need some sleep. To any daddy's that read this tonight and tomorrow..happy father's day! AND SHIT! I didnt call my friend...fucckkk! Ugh..Im sorry Manderz if you read this..I had a rough night, Ill call ya tomorrow. peace

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name:

Jillian Mosher

Birthday:

June 28th, 1987

Birthplace:

Elmira

Current Location:

Gillett

Eye Color:

Blue

Hair Color:

Blonde

Height:

5'4"

Right Handed or Left Handed:

Right

Your Heritage:

...ugh

The Shoes You Wore Today:

Flip flops

Your Weakness:

...if I tell you, then everyone would know

Your Fears:

To be like..raped, or die alone

Your Perfect Pizza:

Cheese, Pepperoni, and Mushrooms

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:

Get a car!!

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:

Wtf..

Thoughts First Waking Up:

Ugh, the sun is too bright..

Your Best Physical Feature:

...hmm.. lol.. good one

Your Bedtime:

whenever I want too

Your Most Missed Memory:

Ohh I cant tell you that ;)

Pepsi or Coke:

Pepsi

MacDonalds or Burger King:

..ickyyyy..Neither

Single or Group Dates:

...Depends on the situation

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:

Lipton

Chocolate or Vanilla:

Vanilla

Cappuccino or Coffee:

Cappuccino

Do you Smoke:

...not recently

Do you Swear:

Yes

Do you Sing:

Yes

Do you Shower Daily:

Yes

Have you Been in Love:

Yes

Do you want to go to College:

Yes..and I am

Do you want to get Married:

Yes

Do you belive in yourself:

Yes

Do you get Motion Sickness:

sometimes

Do you think you are Attractive:

yeah..why not

Are you a Health Freak:

not really

Do you get along with your Parents:

meh, at times.. we all have our faults

Do you like Thunderstorms:

Yeah... if Im not outside :)

Do you play an Instrument:

I played the drums..woo

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:

.....No..

In the past month have you Smoked:

..Nope

In the past month have you been on Drugs:

Nope..

In the past month have you gone on a Date:

Nope..:(

In the past month have you gone to a Mall:

Yes

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:

...now a whole box

In the past month have you eaten Sushi:

nope

In the past month have you been on Stage:

Yes

In the past month have you been Dumped:

Nope..

In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:

Nope

In the past month have you Stolen Anything:

...not really

Ever been Drunk:

...Yeah

Ever been called a Tease:

Yeah

Ever been Beaten up:

Nope

Ever Shoplifted:

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Wow...

Monday, June 13, 2005

Im bored. But anyways... I really need to get to bed b/c I havent been really sleeping good lately. I swear, Ive been sleeping till like 10 when I go to bed at like 11. It is so weird.. I havent slept like this in so long so I dont know why Im starting too now. Probably because Im lazy and I have nothing else to do. Plus, Ive been doing a lot of shit lately, so Im just... starting to relax. Pretty soon, Ill have a job and be waking up early and going to that. Lucky me! My uncle wants me to come out to Cleveland for two weeks and help them get stuff around so they can sell their house. Hmm, they are coming out this weekend! So Im thinking he is going to be like, pack some stuff because you are coming with us for a couple of weeks. Which I would go, but I dont know who is going to call me back for a job, and my birthday is in two weeks. I wont be around for my birthday and that would be really sad. Btw, people better buy me stuff! I like stuff! :) haha! Im really jealous right now...mmmhmm.. Im really just....barely...hanging on. I swear... I could go crazy. Every part of me just wants to say what I want to say to this person, and I cant..because I know I cant. :) That is why, I had the private entry awhile ago..b/c I couldnt say it outloud..it sucks, and I want too! Ugh...Im going to go to bed. My dreams have been so weird lately. Like... I dunno. They are so realistic it is fucking crazy. Like..and this person is always in them, and we're together and it is making me really mad.. and I dont know what to do. AND THEY ARE SO RANDOM! Like last night..I dreamt that we were in a sunsation shop.. and there was make up..and we walked outside..it was like a hurrican and a ton of people I knew were there..and everyone was getting sucked in...and it is so weird. Like a couple of weeks ago..I had this dream that I was in a catholic school, and my friend and I were witches...I dont even know who this girl was..but anyways.. we were witches and we were sitting in our room, and she starts screaming no I didnt no I didnt..dont..dont..and the room like.. gets windy and windows and doors are opening.. and like I feel her and I being like blown away..her more than me..and I wake up and my whole body is tingling... I dont know what to think of it. Oh well... It's weird, I wake up doing weird things too. Like..the other night I was rubbing my stomach... which could mean something, but I really hope it doesnt. lol... Anyways..Im going.. I need to get some sleep. PEEACCEE!

~* To lie here under you...is all that I could ever do... Rain rain go away..Come again another day....All the world is waiting for the sun*~

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I dunno..I wanted to see if these worked still!

Sunday, June 12, 2005

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Woo

Sunday, June 12, 2005

I thought Id stop by really quick and write down a feeling that I had..hopefully, it will go away now. It is sorta like..writing it on a piece of paper then burning it. Magically, everything gets better. Maybe it is just the brain playing a dirty trick on you to make you think that everything is going to be okay. In the words of Kelly Clarkson..."Im barely hanging on, Here I am..Once again, Im torn into pieces.." Yeah... a lot of ripping up going inside right now. Something happened last night... after I got home..and it is just..mind blowing. Well it is to me and it kinda bugs me. But Im not going to talk about it, I guess I should have put it in my other private one. Oh well..I gotta go make some cards and get ready for some grad parties.. Peace.. :)

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