Ok. I give up. I really give up.

I was actually trying to find a gay contemporary book that I have read 2 years ago. I went back to the library online search site to search for the book but I can't believe that I just cannot find it back. I clicked n every title and then did another search on a publisher site to read the sysnopsis.

I just could not believe my eyes that I just cannot find that book back. NO!!!!

The closest I can get is 'Joseph and the Old Man' by Christopher Davis. I did a search on the library site, there was no such title and author. How sad is that for my heart?

What's the story about?

It's about young boy who is raised in a high strata family becoming a sex pet to a quite old high class eligible gay guy. This old guy is only interested in this young boy but this young boy is just playing this old man. And at the same time, this young boy has an army lover who happens to be one of his maids's son. This young army fellow is really in love with this young boy.

But in the end, the young army died because he was killed in a battle. And then the young boy discovered that this old man is actually the father to his army lover. The old man was pressured to show interest in woman and happened to make the young boy's maid pregnant when she was young.

The story plot might look plain but the way the author puts it... they just take your breathe away.

So anyone out there. If you really happened to read and know what JOSEPH AND THE OLD MAN synopsis is. Please tell me!

Thank you very muchie.

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I know many of you must be wondering why there's no post other than 2 images. Haha. That's because I didn't have the time to type any ellaboration other than cutting and paste the HTMl codes of these 2 images.

Oh well, bad news people. I'm not really a genius afterall. You see my genius score is just 127. And then Katrina got like 137. And a few more people got higher than me. So I'm just not a brainie as them. But then, let's look on the brighter side. If I'm too genius, then, I will be wanted by some err bodies that might want 1) to dissect my brain in the name of scientific experiment to investigate why I'm so smart; 2) to kill me because I'm 'exploiting' my genius mind that could threaten them [yes ... some smart people have been killed ... because the guy who sat behind me said that his lecturer is a wanted person by some body just because he's just an innocent genius]; 3) to simply possess my brain not for my beauty - darng!; and 4) eat my brain with the hope that they could be as smart as me as well [you know Sylar in the Heroes series? He did that to get other people's power] .



So 127 is the safest score for me! I'm safe!!! Yes!!!!

Oh I got nothing to do as well in the office so I took another test which is the personality test. Bwahaha I can't imagine I'm the Philosopher type.



Right people. You guys can condemn me as much as you want. I'm a genius afterall.

Hahahaha...

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Hahaha. I know what are you guys thinking: what happened to my blog yesterday? Oh well, let's just say that this genius accidentally deleted one of the css codes that customize my site. And that was because I was trying to re-adjust the Nuffnang ad blogs on my site.

Oh well, this genius needs to get back to adjusting the blog ads on this site.

And that will be while watching Heroes - now.

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Hello people,

Bwahahahaha ... whoever commented that there was no advertisements on this blog are actually very wrong. There are actually 3 invisible blog ads on this very site and they are above this message. Don't ask me why they never reveal themselve. I have inserted the html tags for the ads yesterday but they just turned invisible on my site. I asked jolenesiah for verification as well. And might be because of that, Nuffnang that gave me the html tags are not monitoring my blog response.

Argh... don't tell me I have to play around with the tags because I'm so not in the mood when I only want to resume reading my storybook by Virginia Andrews called Secrets of the Morning. Anyone has read this book?

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I'm not sure if people still remember what is today. It's just too quiet for an April Fool day; nobody is playing pranks and I don't hear anyone taking out the mickey of the victims. So what happened??

Of coursela~ Today is Sunday la. Everyone might just sleeping soundly and they don't need renaye to remind them what IS today. So does that mean nobody care anymore about April Fool? Maybe kids rather stick to their playstation these days.

Anyone else remembers April Fool??

My April Fool for you guys is I have inserted some advertisements onto my blog. Can you spot them?

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I'm actually very frustrated for not being able to change my Nutang avatar. I have a 50x50 cm avatars in my laptop and computer and Nutang keeps on reminding me that the avatars I tried to upload were not 50x50 length. Hey is it just because I used a simple Paint program, the blog program is not recognizing my avatar??? And I don't want to see that Jacko representing me. I'm not a Jacko. Why can't I just bloody change the avatar???

Anyway, let's look on the greener area. I was watching Japan Music Station on Animax today and I saw a familiar face. I actually didn't realise who he was and I was just like "Hey that guy is so CUTEEEEEE!!!" because he was wearing glasses and had some small boy hairdo. And then I realised he was the guy in Team Medical Dragon drama ... And then I went "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH." That's because he was very cute in that jdrama as well.

Tada ... I present Koike Teppei in Team Medical Dragon ...



Bwahahaha... can't get enough of him? I have another one here ...



I know the pictures are big but who cares?? He's cute right ...

Right ... maybe renaye should just shut herself up and let the readers to look at the pictures ...

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