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dannixfresh
Age. 32
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Filipino
Location , CA
School. Other
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Tuesday. 12.25.18 4:08 am
Last blog, I had some goals that I wanted to work on. Just wanted to update all of you, who may or may not want an update lol.

Goal #1 - Pay off credit card debt. I am in the process still, but I only have $400 left to pay on the first credit card I have been putting lots of moneys toward paying off. I am pretty proud of myself, as I will have it paid off with 0% interest very soon! After the holidays of course, lol. After that though, I have a couple more to pay off...booo.

Goal #2 - Get a second job. Guess what guys? I got one! I am starting as a travel nurse. Meaning, I will have contracts with different hospitals, and work for them for about 3 months at a time. I am excited, as I get to float to different hospitals and see how this all works out. First, I am starting at the county jail. I know it sounds scary, but I have experience with prisoners from my old nursing job. I am a little excited actually, to see how it works in a jail, vs taking care of inmates in the hospital. I'll let you guys know how it goes!

Goal #3 Lose weight. Guys, it's the holidays. I have done the opposite lol. But i don't want to worry about it. I'm going back on the ketogenic diet next month during the new year! Am I ready? Hmm...not quite...but I am so ready to feel healthy again.

Goal #4 Learn to love myself. This is the biggest struggle I have, all the time. I think I am getting better at it? Maybe not? Maybe with age? I don't know. But I think I need to work on some self-care. That is one new years resolution.

So...2.5/4 goals accomplished. I'm pretty proud of myself lol.

zanzibar asked if I could blog about Seth in a separate post. There are update to this whole ordeal, but I am finally over him :). I'll still post a blog about everything that happened, and basically what I learned from it! Thanks Zanzi, for being interested in my mediocre love life lol.

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New beginnings (the most cliche title ever)
Friday. 9.28.18 9:11 pm
It's been 8 months since my breakup from my 5 year relationship. I've learned so much from these 8 months. 5 main things I have learned include:

1.) Dating is harder than you think.
2.) Dating apps are easy to download, and you can definitely meet lots of people
3.) It's hard to find authentic love connections with people
4.) Some things don't turn out the way you think they will.
5.) I am too dependent on people, and need to learn to love being by myself.

I went hard at the dating game, about 2-3 weeks after my breakup. And well, I grieved my break up through all the relationships/guys I have dated. But now, it's time to work on me. I am tired of dating, especially dating when I don't have feelings for people. I have many goals for myself, and I am excited to fulfill them.

1.) Pay off my credit card debt. I somehow racked it up immensely in the last 4 years. I have no idea how it happened, but I plan to pay it all off hopefully, in a year or 2.
2.) Get a new second job! ICU, ED, some sort of specialty. I am excited, and I feel it is time to grow professionally. I have to challenge myself and grow up sometime lol.
3.) Lose weight and become healthier. I want to fill my body with nutrients, and work out on a consistent basis.
4.) Lastly, while I do all of this: LOVE MYSELF. Because it seems like the hardest thing for me to do. I don't know why. I mean, Im a decent human being, why do I hate myself sometimes? Lol. Well, time to change that.

On another note, I remember telling you guys about Seth. He was the one a couple of blogs ago where he told me "One day, we'll get married, have two kids, and live in a one story house" Well, that relationship ended, but I still can't get over him. I have casually dated 4 guys since, but I can't get over him. Weirdly enough, it's taking me longer to get over him than it did for me to get over my 5 year relationship. Maybe because I had my closure with Chris. However, me and Seth...no specific closure. Despite my feelings for him, I don't want to reach out anymore. Things became weird, but I can't help but hope someday, he comes back. In the mean time, I want to focus on me. My heart and my gut says we'll try again somehow. But you know what? My gut has been wrong before. So I can't bet on it.

Anyways, I'm ready guys. Ready to finally focus on me. If Seth does come around in the next couple months, I don't think I'd want to start again. I'd want to be his friend, get to know him. I miss his so much. But it takes 2 people to reach out. I've always been the first to do it, it's his turn. If you guys really want the whole long story, let me know and i'll make a separate blog.

At this moment, I am at a coffee shop, working on my resume. Just finished my online CPR module, since I let my national cert. expire. Whoops. ACLS will be my next option, but that will come with time. I'm excited for what the future holds.

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