So I tell my dad that I'm going to be needing glasses soon.
First thing out of his mouth: "I don't know if I've got the money for that"
Understandable at first glance, I can deal.
...
Then we go to get Coby, and
horror of horrors
he's forgotten the fucking cigarette carton coupon...

When the cigs cost at least a tenth of my glasses.

When he doesn't need to be smoking anyway...

::remembers to put on collar::

Especially when hes spending god only knows how much on a sammich sized bag of weed...

Wonder how many pairs of glasses that could buy...

So I'm pissed as it is, because even though I'm sure I could survive for a few months w/ the glasses I've got, he decides that he needs cigarettes.

He always puts his wants before everyone elses needs...

It really pisses me off.

So we're in the car, and mom had asked him to get something, and he starts to go on about how he doesn't have money to waste.

WTF.

He doesn't have money to waste. But yet he's going to buy a carton of cigarettes, and spend 20 dollars on a phone battery when he could buy a decent phone for less than that.

So I called him on it, and he says "it's his money, he can do what he wants with it".

What the fuck, if that's the case, why the hell does he have two kids?

So I tell him to take me home, because I don't want to be in the car anymore. Of course he gets all pissy, about this and that, and how I seem to hate everyone now.

No, I'm just pissed that he ALWAYS seems to put himself before his kids/other things that should probably be put first.

Whenever he buys chicken (every other day) he takes all the chicken legs, because they're his favorite part. They're my brothers as well, but guess who doesn't get any chicken legs?

I'm surprised, I haven't gotten pissed at my mom at all since I've been home.
I could at least understand if she said "I don't have money to waste", it's at least because she's paying my tutition and books, a house, and her business that she's trying to set up. She's got loads of bills, even if most of them are self-incurred or because of me.
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Now my non-rant.

My mom just said "You coulda been down in Florida... at the beach! You know, girls gone wild?" Me: wtf?

She's talking about how she didn't want to come home for breaks... I can't say I've really wanted to go home for a break other than this one, and others freshman year, so I could see Kat/Stinky/Mini-stinkies.

I went with ma to the hospital to see grandpa (dad's dad). They moved him down to the long term care wing, because he's gotta go through therapy and whatnot.

He doesn't seem too conviced that things are going to get better, but he looks like he's doing well, at least in his eyes. A lot of people that aren't doing well, you can see it in their eyes. His eyes still look... lively? Grandpa will be fine, regardless of what he thinks.

He looked glad to see me, and started poking fun at my habit of saying "Oh, I'm fine" whenever someone asks me a question.

That's going to be one hell of a hospital bill, though.

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So, I seem to have converted my woman-purse into a man-purse..

It's got an iPod, wallet, GBASP, Phone, Screwdriver, key-cards, and I think that's about it...

My pocketbook has changed so much in a few years...
From carrying my whole life,
to carrying my technology...

All I need now is a PocketPC...
Perhaps I'll get a smartphone if I ever make the jump to a plan...

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So, I saw the mini-stinkies.

They're terribly cute.

There's Stinkzilla, who looks like stinky w/o the forehead thing.
Stinkmillian, who looks like stinky, w/o the chin piece.
Stinkerella, who is a pretty gray tabby w/ a brown-ish face and a coupla brownish patches.
Smellerina, who is just a gray tabbyish w/ white feet.
Donald Trump, who is a mixture of Smellerina and Stinkerella.

I like Stinkzilla and Stinkerella the best.

I'm gonna see if I can get Stinky and Stinkerella fixed, and keep them, and keep Stinkzilla as well.

Because they are awesome.

I got crap from pa and coby about my collar, mum says its nice.

She got on the find someone rant again today...
I'd really like to know what she'd say if she knew I *actually* had someone...

She'll know soon.

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So I'm leaving to go home in about 5 hours...

I need to vaccum, clean, throw out some stuff, and finish a bit of packing.

Gotta pack away whitey, Fuhrer, sp, and fans...

I'm leaving my hdd, I don't think I'll be needing it.

I'm going to wear my collar, I like it way too much. If mum asks, I'll tell her.
What will I tell her? Hm.

Because if I said "well, my boyfriend asked if I'd wear it", she'd go off the deep end. One, because of "boyfriend", and two because of "collar"...

Then she'd get all in the "are you doing this that or other????"

Blah.

What to say, what to say... she needs to know, because I'm starting to feel a bit bleh about Dave being kept away...

Then she'll want to meet him...
Then she'll harrass me about school...
Then she'll harrass me about this that and other...
Oi.

Oh well, I'm 20... But that's a lot easier to say than to enforce.

me: I'll be 21 in May, woman!
mum: Fuck that shit, I'm paying your bills!
me: Hm. Point. But dammit, you can pay my bills and stay out of... things!
mum: I won't pay your bills then.
me: Fuck.
mum: *bitch*
dad: *bitch at mom about me being 20 and blahblahblah*
mum: *bitch at dad about doing nothing but smoking and sleeping and getting involved in conversations he has no business in*
me: *thud*
coby: Jessica's got a bo....wie knife...
me: ARGH!

I remember I went on a collar/choker/wristband/etc buying spree...
My dad asked if I was into BDSM.... *blink* that was... interesting.

Though, she *could* just say, "well, just don't let it interfere with your schoolwork..."
And he's not, I'm doing better this semester than last semester.
Least I'd like to think so.

So, bed for a bit, packing, and then homeward bound...
To see mini-stinkies, and my eye dr.
And Tiff-nay, so I can give her my numero del telefono celular.
And call Dave.

But how often should I call?
I don't want to call every day and be annoying...
Hm.

Ok.

Sleep.

I could take off the charms... but I like my key and happy bunny tag... Or I could put the fancy little sequin ball on here.

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And a shit load of money, I would buy an Aston Martin Vanquish. With everything.
Like this one. But not CG.

Well, I don't think I'd need a small penis to buy one of those, just a lot of money.

That thing is sexy, especially when its CG and full screen.

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