UGE...TODAY WAS STARTTIN OF REAL GOOD....I WENT IN TO GO SO HOW MUCH THE HARD WOOD FLOORS WOULD BE TO GET INSTALLED AND ALL THAT SHIT.....THE COST WAS 14,000 INCLUDIN EVERYTHING...LABOR AND MATERIALS......MOM OKAYED THE WHOLE THING SO I SAID OK...AND DID ALL THE PAPER WORK AND APPLIED MY MOM N DAD A CREDIT CARD TO MAKE PAYMENTS.....THEN DAD FINDS OUT BOUT DA COST AND BLOWS UP...AND CALLS MY MOM YELLIN AT HER...THEN SHE CALLS ME AFTER I DID EVERYTHING...AND TOLD ME TO POSPONE THE WHOLE THING TIL TUESDAY....AND ITS LIKE EVERYONES SHITTIN ON ME LIKE MY DAD,SIS,AN BRO.....LIKE I MADE THE DESISCION TO GET IT DONE...ALL I DID WAS PICK OUT DA COLOR AND STYLE....AND ALL THAT SHIT....AND MOM OKAYED THE DAYM THING.....PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND U GOTTA GIVE MONEY TO GET MONEY...THATS HOW LIFE WORKS AROUND HERE.....OUR HOUSE IS WORTH SO MUCH FUCKEN MONEY...AND WE DO A LIL WORK TO IT TO MAKE IT WORTH EVEN MORE....NOT AS IF IM GONNA BELIVIN THERE FOR LONG ANYWAYS...SO FUCK IT...THE SOONER I LEAVE THE BETTER SO I DONT GOTTA DEAL WITH ALL THIS BULLSIT.......NO DOUBT I LOVE MY FAMILY DEARLY...BUT WE DO HAVE OUR UPS N DOWNS....AND I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER.....I FEEL TO LIKE...SUFFICATED....I CANT BREATHE WEN IM HOME....THATS Y IM NOT HOME ALOT....ONLY WEN IM OWKRIN I SEE MY FAMILY AND DA HOUR OR 2 AFTER WORK WEN IM CLEANIN OR COOKIN....-_-......I JUST NEED TO GET AWAY SOMETIMES......IMMA BOUT TO GO INSANE.....I JUST FEEL SO MUCH PRESSURE TO DO EVERYTHING THEY ASK ME TOO...BUT ITS SOO HARD WEN IM GETTIN ALL THESE DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS TO TAKE.....I DUNNOZ ANY MORE.....I JUST HOPE N PRAY THATONE DAY IT WILL JUST GO AWAY......

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well mornin pplz!!! haha....even tho its 1230....ack i feel so lazy on sundays i swear...but anyways last nite was okies...went to pasadena to pcc cause they were havin a indo festival....met up wid grem and his girl and sum other pplz only stayed til like 1130....then we all left...i headed down to burbank to see kande and jimmy n all of them...it was really good to see kande agen tho...i dont wanna lose touch or nutin cause were so far away....but gyea...it was cool some of them were rollin like always..and sum just drank....i just chilled til 1 and left cuz its a far drive from burbank to fontana...hehe....left and got home at like 145 or 2....got sum bacon cheddar potatoe wedges at jack in da crack...and thats all...and yesterday i drove da is300 for a lil bit....oh man!! i want that car...but its white and i dont think mom will give it to me after all....gRrRRrRrRr ish okies tho..... =D haha but gyea...i gotta clean up my room today!!!! cuz gyea ish REALLY DIRTY!! not like dirty but sooo much clothes everywhere!! i got too much clothes tho!! its kinda annoyin havin so daym much....=/.....grrrr...well imma bone out now!! so byebye

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last nite i tried to write in this but it just didnt go thru..and lost alll da shit i was writtin man!!! haha..fuck it....but ya today i stayed home..cleaned a lil then i highlighted my hair which did not turn out good cuz da roots are much redder then the rest....how gay huh!! so either i redo them or just say fuck it and ya... haha but anywho....my dumb ass bought a vac from these pplz sellin them... its a really good vac n all..but its 2 g's so i put a down of 127...then i do payments n shit...=/....but then wen i was tellin grem bout it he was all like naw!! my homie use to work for da company "kirby" and da carpet cleaner shit will cause mildew and blah blah blah...i was like...EWWWWWWWWWWWW so i think imma have to return it...cuz also we just bought a robovac from sharper image and that cost 3 bills.....and its soo neatoooo haha....but yupyup...after all that got ready.. made mom food...and stuff...then got ready....then my mommy let me take out her benz tonight!!! haha so ya..rolled down to da park where jed was...then he went to do shit..and i met up grem and tiff at edwards....got tickets for roro,his girl, jed, and greg... for da excorsist at 11...but we said fuck it and went to go eat at mix bowl.. roro n his girl watched da movie tho...but gyea...ate there then we headed back down to joes pad...kicked it there til like 1....then i left n got food at jack....got home..and now im here ^_^....fun huh!!! haha...but gyea....fucken tired and i think i mite go to los asos...or how ever u spell that shit...to da lil job fair cuz greg said hes gonna go..n mayb jed.....*shrugs* but gyea...daym man my comps still fucked up..and i gotta take this comp im usin bak to work..cuz this da works comp..haha....=/...oh wells!! fuck it....no need for a comp at home anyways only to write in this.....but its okie...hehe...ish kinda sad tho....i havent written in this for like almost 2 weeks!!! =/......i was tryin to write in this everyday...or at least every other day....and i get too lazy at work..and its hard to write in this cuz u lose ur train of thut since ur workin at the same time tryin to do other shit...gRrRr...all g....ill get da comp back soon...eh....im outro!!!!! *sracthes head* who da fuck says outro....i forgot...haha....well byebye!!

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daym i havent written in this shit in like forever!!!! my comps been broken n shit...so ya i took it to kittys pad and he said he'll fix it ^_^ YAY!!...but gyea me been usin da comp at my shop....pretty whack...no cable here..LOL all g tho....ish internet rah! hehe....but lets see wats been crackin.....last week on umm saturday me n nikki went to bloomington and got my blly pierced..plannin on gettin another tat very soon....one that will say reckless on it...and mayb sumthing else then we went to k-town n ate soon tofu!!!! YAY!! after 4 years of not havin it...i got some.....hehe....then i dropped her off at jbs pad...and went to cerritoes to go chill wid my fren...didnt do much chillin cuz wen i got there i was sooooo tired i knocked out...then at 3 woke up and was gonna leave but i was still tired that wen i called nikki...jb said not to drive cuz i was soo tired...so i knocked out agen til 7...called nikki to see if she was gonna come home wid me..she said no ad jb took her to work later on......i went home...got home by like 730....ate and knocked out agen ^_^...woke up at like 2 i think.....got ready n ate...picked up jedduh and helen...rolled down to joeys pad....and then tiff met us up there.....she followed me to oc and we ate at quan hy restraunt...and i picked a family one out..cuz gyea..not safe for joey yannoes!! haha....but ya...we ate then i took jedduh home...then on my way to take helen to go met up jennifer n her other fren i got rear ended!!!!on forth while we were stopped!! watta dumb bitch huh!! that that nigga dorve off!! i thut he was gonna go and park somewhere but naw...he left....all g tho im sure his shitty car got fucked cuz my shit was fine!!! haha no scratches or dents...and i was drivin da carmy too...if i was drivin my CL i mite have had damage....all g tho...but gyea took helen to go met up them peoples...then headed back home sweet home.......then monday i got a facial......first i went to work..then i went to deliever in oc......met up wid my sister n andy over there.......we ate a lil..then andy left....after that me n sis went to da lil mall...saw kirby there workin at the tea place....tha place has bomb ASS taro boba!!! hehe...after then we went to che ngas pad and siter got her facial done first then i got mines...shit felt a lil good...then hurst at times too....gotta go back every 2 weeks...so gyea.....after da facial it was like 11ish...i head down to kais to do bizness.....went back home...dropped by tiffs pad where everyone was...found out i left my fucken wallet at kais pad!! so my n jedduh drove down there to get it....fuck mad!!! so whack huh!!! ack....all g tho.....and oh ya....kai n jas were chillin together...*shivers*.....Cough*fresh*Cough....puhaha kai u dunt get it but its okie.....any ways....last nite went to jedduhs pad and watched matchstick men wid roro,david,jeff,tony,and gregory.....then headed home n knocked out...now im here....chilllin...but gyea tomorrow got court bout that bs ticket wid me,tiff,apple,joey,and jed.....and the other day i went to court for my speedin ticket...that shit cost me 145....gotta pay by next month...uge......then on monday goin to da dotors to get a full examination n shit....i hope everything turns out okies...im sure it wont tho been havin sum problems lately....but gyea.....imma bounce.....byebye folks

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bleh...last niote was mucho fun..nikki,jb,selena,and sean took me to da improve...i made a total fool outta myself at the mall...cuz they blindfolded me n everything..and i didnt noe where i was at...or where i was goin...or who was around me...or nada!! uge!!...and i got in there...and sat down..took off my blind fold...and everyone was lookin at me....but one guy said happy birthday...wen i was ouside sittin there wid my blind fold on....gosh nikki n jb are crazy!!...but anywayz...we saw john witherspoon...he was da amin comedian...and flex was there..and sum other guy...but it was really fun...i had a great time..i dont think i've laughed so hard in such a long asss time!!!!! gRrRr...but gyea....after that we went bakto nikkis pad and ate the cake from portos..and i heard there soo great n all..but it was alright...i mean i dunnoz....lol....but all g....still a great day!! after that da guyz left...so me,nikki,selena went to spearment rhino.....but we found out it was a 21 n over club...so we didnt get in..so selena was tellin us how at dimonds...da chessy fucked up lookin out across da heritage...she noes a girl who works there..that hated on her....so we went there...and the pimp boos lady said they were closin so no one is dancin...and then she said we can go in there n she'll have a girl dance for us..and we asked bout a girl named krystal..and shes all ya i got 2...wat one u like..tell me..haha...i was like daym...she gopt them girls on cheak mode! haha...j/k....but gyea...we saw da girl selena was talkin bout and da pimp boss lady made her dance for us...=D.....she was good tho..so we cant make fun of her..i guess we were hopin for her to fall and eat shit,,,but nope...she didnt!...hehe....but anywayz...after that we dropped by tashas pad...said wasupp to her n cody....and just chilled...dropped off nikki n selena off by 130....i went to joeys n kicked it...jedduh was cravin pho..so me,him ,joey, robby, and greg went to oc to go eat...we ate n shit...then as we were walkin out da dorr i saw cindy!! fuck man i got soo mad....i was thinkin bout it too much and shit.... but i knew for sure i wulda gotten jumped cuz she had like 10 homies wid her n shit... so gyea...i said fuck it...and were in oc...and she didnt even say shit,,,so i noe she cant touch me...shes noes better....also da fact she threaten to call da cops on me...i aint tryin to fuck wid her in public..in OC!!! lol..but gyea....got home by 4ish..knocked out..woke up at 1030...went to pomona and got papers from kathy.. went to da shop n gave them to my mom....ate lunch and all this and that.. but gyea..now im here cuz mom said go do my laundy...so i did...but imma go n take nikkis dog to petsmart now!...so byebye

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FUCK....I LOST ALL THE SHIT I WROTE...FUCK..I AINT WRITTIN IT ALL OVER AGEN..BUT ALL IMMA SAY IS THANKS TOO ALL THAT CAME YESTERDAY...HAD MUCHO FUN..MAYB ILL WRITE BOUT IT TOMORROW AT WORK WEN I AINT TIRED..=D WELL BYEBYE ALL

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