I�m thinking of what to do right now, other than downloading animes and burning back-up copies of files from my laptop. I�m thinking of making my own little calendar for year 2008 from the loose pieces of paper that I have then I thought �why not just change the dates of the student planner I got last year which was untouched�. Then again I thought,� why not try get a new one from the Student Services?� or �I�m sure 8th granduncle would be able to give me one if I asked�. *gets bricked* See how I start to sound like a bitch? Maybe Aaron is right, I am an elitist after all; even random pieces of paper have to look good.

Katrina's comment on my previous post made me all warm and fuzzy and still do. She said:
"You should go to Japan! I would totally kill for a chance at that!! I have money in my paypal account I could send you, plus I have some money in some other sites that I could move to send you as well. All together it's not a whole lot, but enough to get a little bit. XD"
I declined.. Because 1) That is Katrina's hard earned money and 2) if we're going to Japan, we should go together along with anyone else who wants to tag along. Where's the fun and randomness if there aren't many people just as clueless as you are?

Oh did I mention that hikaru baught me 2 turkish delights and a dark chocolate when she came back from Perth? If I haven't, now I have and I've finished them too.

I've been waking up around noon lately and going to bed around 2 or 3AM after watching anime in a secluded part of home where my laughter won't wake anyone up. I remember having to bite my hanky because I was laughing too hard and a little too loud which might wake my mother up. Reason why I didn't go to bed at 5AM or some other similar time, my laptop would hang or the media player would stop working and I don't know why.

Anyway, I'm heading back KL tomorrow with hikaru. I hitched a ride from her since I am lazy to take the bus though I need to go to Pudu when I get back KL because I need to buy the bus tickets to come back for Chinese New Year. Due to forseen circumstances of slavery, I could not follow Uncle Aundrey, Aunt Paige and Aunt Carol when they come back for the festival. I guess I need to rely on my friends who are willing to get me out of the situation, to get me out and away from all the awful things I would need to endure.

Bumped into my ex-gymnastics coach on Christmas day and she told me that I'm getting fatter by the day. Shut up for heaven's sake, that's what you tell me EVERY TIME you see me. Not that I want to see you anyway.

Okay.. this is getting a little long, stopping here. Take care!!

Hugs To: ikimashokie, renaye, s0uldeep, Dilated, crz4manga, Katrina, and invisible.

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Because Christmas is just a few days away, I'd start off with wishing everyone Merry Christmas!!! What did you get your friends for Christmas? I didn't get anyone anything this year.

NuTang was hacked again. Whoever it is, I hope you will leave us alone. Why are you doing this to us? Is it because you were one of us before and we alienated you for wanting to make loads of money out of NuTang? Whatever it is, I suggest you to stop because no matter what you do, we will still gather at NuTang when it is back up. I�d like to thank dave for doing such a good job getting the website back up. We, NuTangers, owe it to you loads. To my blog stalkers, I�m sorry wasn�t around... some things can�t be avoided can it? And I think I've got some unwanted readers to think that I've deleted my blog or something(hopefully they do think that way) *cross fingers*

Not having NuTang around is not exactly fun. I can�t stalk as much blogs as I used to and it makes life at home a real pain in the ass. My brothers are in the �I�m going to annoy you since I couldn�t for so many months� mode and I practically shut myself at home. I don�t think I can face those in my past just yet and waiting for those you want to meet to come back is a big pain. I don�t know what I�m running from and I don�t know why. Thank god I remembered Gabby and Kaede�s blog URL and I could stalk my college friends from there and that there are loads of comics which I haven�t read and dramas to watch. I couldn�t believe that I picked up Vampire Knight and now I�m waiting anxiously every week for a new chapter, along with D.Gray Man. OMG! I never learn my lesson about picking active comics and shoujo comics to read.

Have you guys ever realised that I have a problem with people who goes with the flow? I mean remember how I used to rant that there are fake otaku�s around since the anime/manga culture became very popular? Now I have a problem with Facebook. Seeing so many people from my Friendster adding me in my Facebook, irritates me to the max. Don�t know what�s wrong with me but still I just hate it when they that. I mean, just because something is new and popular, doesn�t mean you have to follow it like lapdogs. I guess it�s just the human nature, which can�t be helped.

Sean gave me this chance of going to Japan with her cause her cousin�s busy at that time. I don�t get to go because I�m pretty sure that even if I am able to board the plane there, I won�t be able to shop. Sigh, life is unfair. So I guess and I hope I�ll get a second chance and hope life would give me Edward Cullen, it better give me Edward Cullen. Sigh~~~~ I�m not going to ask why, I�m tired of asking why, I�m just going to see what other disappointments and frustration life is going to throw at me next. Well, Sean ended up not being able to go anyway because her mom was afraid that someone would kidnap her in Japan.. =_="

Till next time, take care and have fun!

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is all I have now and I hope I won't get bored of having too much time and too little things to do soon.

Anyway, I got this series called Gossip Girl from Anita, recommended by Jess and Gabby. I finished all 9 episodes which I can get my hands on yesterday, next episode comes out next week, I think... Anyway, my verdict... I'm so sorry Jess.. Nate is cuter and hotter than Chuck. Don't hit me! I know I said that Chuck is cuter at first but after watching 9 episodes, I find that Nate is indeed cuter and hotter. *teary eyes* Soowwwwyyyyyyy~

Since I’m going back home on Sunday, I’m unable to go to MMC meetings anymore, though next week would probably be the week where we film the parts with the lecturers in it, next week they're doing the parts with Ms Ford. Damn I’m going to miss the nice parts. I feel so guilty and I’m so regretting not being able to finish this with them. I don’t do much except to look and talk crap there anyway. I will miss you guys~

Oh! Last night I received a text from Mr Lim, Accounts teacher. I scored 91.5% for my finals which means I've secured my A for my BAT4M!! Yay!! *runs around in circles* because I can't celebrate with some booze, I'm getting myself chocolates and Starbucks!

Ok.. I'm going out to meet up with Aunt Carol for lunch. Catch you guys later~

Hugs To: renaye, Kkama67, Jess, Gabby, alexadotcx, middaymoon, Kaede, and EmmaBanana.

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With this, my first semester in the Canadian International Matriculation Programme has come to an end. I'm going to miss a lot of people and I hope that I'll see them in my classes next semester and maybe we can hang out once in a while though I am such a boring person to hang out with. Oh hey, let's go catch a movie together on Friday or Saturday, what'd you think? I want to stay here longer but I need to go back on the 2nd. *Sigh*

My lappie was acting weird all weekend, as it telling me to stop procrastinating and GO STUDY!! LOL! It's really weird because before, I won't have much problems with my graphic driver but, just for that weekend, my computer restarted by itself while I'm playing games. Now it's fine though it is a little slower too. Go figure! Oh by the way, my ipod's acting all crazy. I'm not sure if it's the connection or it's the earphones because the left earphone won't work unless if I play with the connection but it will work for a while before it goes off completely again. Though when I plug it into my laptop, it is fine! Anyone have any idea what's wrong? I'm lazy to get into a shop to get it analysed or something. Anyways, let me recap.

Day 1 of finals: ENG4U
The question was alright, managed to crap but I think I repeated some points and some points are not elaborated. Anyhow, hope I'll get a B for my ENG4U, I'm quite satisfied with a B. So the test was about to start and Kaede was no where to be seen. I was worried, she's the only one with the potential of getting an A in this course and I really hope she isn't stuck in somewhere faraway due to traffic jam. When it all ended, I turned around and there she is, Kaede, sitting behind me. Glad she made it. On the way out, Joe was like, "So Hazell, you don't remember me anymore after exams. I was like *blink blink* "Sorry Joe, I thought you were talking to someone else. I'm so sorry, I miss you."� And Joe replied "I miss you too."� See why I love this class? Most of the people are so nice and you'll know it when they're just being nice and most of them don't freak you out. Oh, and one incident happened again. Jeez I wonder why some people just can't get the message. Sigh, never mind, Kaede would ask me to stop ranting again. XD
So was talking to Glenn and Kai outside of the exam room when Mr Lim just walked by.
Mr Lim: Are you done with this?
Glenn: Yea
Mr Lim took Glenn's empty bottle and said: Let me take go recycle
Glenn: .... *speechless*
Kai and I was laughing non-stop. It was really funny to see Glenn's dumbstruck face.

Day 2 of Finals: MDM4U
Nothing much happened except that someone wanted to bribe me into giving them my MDM answers. HAHA! RM50 for a question, imagine that. I was like: No, that's not enough, if you offer me 50 Pounds I'd take it. Come on there are eyes and ears and it is quite impossible to cheat without getting caught and I am not going to be THAT stupid and be caught giving you answers. Anyway, then I didn't have a place to sit because we are seating according to our classes. Well, then Mr Welch asked someone to give his place to me because that guy was sitting in the wrong period. You should see Chinaboy's face. He was so happy being able to sit beside me because he said that he works faster when I sit beside him. But everyone else around me very not relieved to know that I'm sitting near them. No idea what's with that! Luckily Glenn offered to change places then I was able to sit beside Royce. Which did saved me because I realised that my eraser is missing 15 minutes into the exam. It was in my pencil box all along. Ha! And Chinaboy, who bought Gabby's English textbooks was so rude to Gabby I was like OMG! He asked me if there was someone who has big boobs in my English class and I was like "WTF, I don't look at people's boobs!" And the only descriptions he can give me of Gabby was "that girl with big boobs and always wear sexy". Jeez.. And he himself is like definitely NOT good looking at all *rolls eyes*

Day 3 of Finals: BAT4M
Nothing interesting happened just that in the middle of it Mr Lim told me that I answered a question wrongly and I have no idea how to answer it the right way. But alas, it's over! Went to Ikea with Aunt Carol, had Salmon for lunch, went to watch The Kingdom. It is quite good; tells you that Arabians and Americans' mind set is the same yet so different. And I came out of the cinema with a terrible headache. Now I'm having curry puffs for dinner, they're wonderful but my headache is still there. I even bought Subways to be kept for tomorrow. I'm going to start packing what I don't need unless someone wants to hang out with me. BTW, RapidKL cheated me 2 bucks. Not that I want to complain bout it but I've been getting on T623 for a number of times with a ticket which says "utama"� which is for the U## busses. Today I'm forced to buy the tickets for the T## busses which costs RM1 cheaper than the "utama" tickets. WTF?

Anyway, this headache is killing me, I'm going to bed. Gabby and Jess, good luck for your last subject tomorrow!

Hugs To: hikaru, renaye, Xboyz, middaymoon, Katrina, Shacelli, rowenabautista, invisible, Kkama67 and crz4manga.

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I guess Thanksgiving is one of the times in the year when you express your thankfulness to the great things you have in life. I have no idea what Thanksgiving is for but, I’m just going to count my blessings for the moment.

I’m thankful for/to/ that:

1. Those who’re there for me all the time
2. My family and friends
3. My parents for giving me allowance
4. Being apart of the huge NuTang family
5. Edward Cullen. (Yes I am very aware that this person does not exist but the existence of this fictional character helped and will continue to help me in many ways)
6. Being able to be there for those who need me and to be able to continue being there for them.
7. Deciding to take CIMP
8. The nice people I come to be friends with in CIMP, especially those in English class (minus that certain someone) and the funnily interesting people in MMC
9. My wonderful lecturers (yes, including my accounts one. Thanks for allowing me to test how far I can go with my self studying)
10. Mr Mark for helping me with some of my English assignments
11. Junko-sama for sending me all the Hana Kimi stuff
12. Gabby for going on my crazy Harry Potter plan with me
13. Ivan for being my driver in my first few months in KL
14. It is the end of the semester
15. For being able to eat McD every Sunday
16. Aunt Carol to transfer to KL
17. The wonderful housemates that I have
18. O.J, chocolates, sweets, ice-cream
19. Rain ( water from the sky, not Korean singer/actor)
20. The pretty blue sky.

There is a person, whom I’d like to thank. I’d like to thank her for making me realise that the world is not as simple as I see it to be. The things she did to me were a real eye opener. I've learnt how to know if a person is a hypocrite and a bitch. Though I couldn’t put all the blame on you because it was partly my fault for thinking that people would treat me the way I treat them and that just because I’m happy to see the person, the person would be happy to see me too. I can’t put into words really, what you put my through, but I’d like to say, thank you very much.

Today's the last day of classes, I'm going to miss a lot of people but I hope to see them in my other classes, next semester. Happy Thanksgiving everyone. I'm spending mine alone and Turkey-less. XD And I prolly won't update till Wednesday.

Hugs To: hikaru, renaye, Dilated, Xboyz, iTest, rowenabautista, LostSoul13, cynnielee.

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I really didn't plan to update till like Thanksgiving but as always, things never really go according to plan. That's because my finals are next week and I haven't officially prepared for any of my sebjects, at all. So, other than getting my barely passed marks for my last Accounts test, I got the marks for my English ISU back too. I got a B which is good unlike all my other assignments and test for English. Then I went through my essay and realised a lot of things which I don't know is there. I don't know who to blame, me or the program in the school library, then I thought, maybe because I've seen them so often in the duration before I pass it up, I overlooked those flaws. All I hope is to get a B for my ENG4U. Although me going to ACCA after this means that I can flunk any one of my subjects cause ACCA don't care what I get for my Pre-U subjects. I can start from Part 1 even if I have to. It's this perfectionist and nerd in me which is not going to let that happen. I won't waste my parent's money and just not do my best in all my subjects.

I also always hate it when people want to borrow my notes. I mean, we are doing the same thing, we have the same time in class to take down notes, why do you need to borrow mine? You know, just because I happen to seem to be the most hardworking person in class, it doesn't mean that you can just borrow my notes to photostate. Futhermore, there is less than a week left for me to study. Just because you need to save your own ass, it doesn't mean that you have the right to slow another person down. I know I can't finish revision for English in a day but I would love to know that I have a complete set of notes when I start my revision.

And the other thing is those people who likes to do things last minute. Take this classmate of mine for accounts class. She skips classes, she doesn't really do her homework and then last weekend she asked me if I'm free to tutor her on accounts this week. Hah! If you were to ask me a few weeks back, I'd be glad to but not now, not when finals are near.

And I also hate it when you compare marks. So what if I lied to you about how many marks I got for the last MDM test, it doesn't effin matter because they are just marks, so what if I told you a mark which is 1.5 marks lower than the one I really got? It isn't a significant mark so STFU!

Hah! Now I'm craving for Subway and chocolates. Damnit!

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