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I don't know what else to blog about nowadays.. Other than the occasional flares of anger.. I have my compulsory literacy test tomorrow. Hope I pass because it doesn't matter if I do well. Btw, I can't believe there are people who comes to college without the common understanding to be quiet in the library!

I have all my ISU (this major assignment) for both Malaysian studies and Econs due next month and I haven't really started on any of them. I suddenly wish I'd do it on my own instead of doing it with a partner for Econs. She doesn't seem to care.. and I agreed to partner with her because I thought that it'd be much better to do a 20 minutes presentation and activity with a partner instead of on your own.

I hope to be able to hang out with Estrella on Saturday and I hope to be able to finish my assignments on time. Love you guys~

*glomps renaye.

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The internet was horrible so I couldn't update any earlier..

I went to the UK education fair on Sunday because I want to even though my mother has told me that I cannot go to UK to get my undergraduate degree and it's final. I was told by many of the university representatives that I cannot do my undergraduate degree with my Canadian pre-u and I would need to spend one more year to doing a foundation program. Man, if I know this would happen, I would�ve chosen the exam orientated A levels, where my life would definitely be much better except during exam periods. Doesn�t matter now... I�m going to talk about the University of Newcastle (the representative is not sure if I can go there with my Canadian pre-u but I can email them about that)... I�m more attracted to go to this university instead of MMU because this one guarantees a one year work placement with PricewaterhouseCooper when I take the 4 year Accounting and Finance program! It would definitely beat the 3 months internship that Lancaster offers but what to do? I can only go there if I were to strike a lottery or miraculously get a scholarship from somewhere. My uncle said that if I were to go to University of Liverpool, he�ll go there with me XD Haha! I�m very much sure that is because it�s Liverpool (he is a huge supporter of that football team)! I guess I�m going to start praying to get the jackpot for the lottery so that even if I need to take a one year foundation there, I can!

Other than the university talk, I got my hair cut when I went back. Don�t really like my fringe, it hasn�t been this short for like 8-9 years and I specifically told my hairdresser that I don�t want my fringe that short. Regardless, he is still my favourite as he never complains that my hair is too thick. I think my hair will look perfect when it grows longer. I also cannot blame my hairdresser for not cutting my hair �right� because business is really bad for him, it seems. He is my brother's friend after all! I also noticed that my calendar is one month behind... must�ve slipped my mind since I was busy going over to my uncle�s place for almost every weekend of march. Have fun people, I have a quiz in less than 6 hours time and I haven't quite finished revision.

Hugs To: von-nation, renaye, LostSoul13, The-Muffin-Man, Mockiller, ranorand elitevillian.

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... just okay right now.

I just can�t stop watching Pride and Prejudice over and over again. It�s really umm... enchanting for some unknown reason. I find the movie really funny. Maybe it�s Keira Knightly or the fact that Matthew Macfadyen is the looks so much better than the other guys in the show. I googled up his pictures and gosh he looks really different when his hair is longer (like in the movie) and when his hair is shorter!! Now I want to read the book. I saw one in the library but it is in a bad condition but I flipped through it regardless... I think I�ll buy it because it is not as boring as Alice in the Wonderland and I like the ending in the book more than the one of the movie and I don�t care if it is a really old story.

I was driving my brother back from school, and I was behind this school bus. I nearly banged into it because it just stopped without any indication of where it will go and it was on a busy T-junction! God damnit! Most parents and bus drivers drive that way, stopping whenever they want, turning without indication and road hogging!

I�m so lazy to do any of my homework but I need to before I start panicking. I just feel like sleeping all the time.. On the news of my university, I am unable to further my studies to the UK, like I want to, because my parents are afraid that I couldn�t handle working part time and studying at the same time. Well one have to learn to cope doesn�t it? Furthermore, I�m perfectly confident that I can do that even though I get bored of doing the same thing really fast but when survival is at stake, who won�t force themselves to continue working? So whatever, I�ll send myself to the UK soon enough. Just got to cope with a few more years here and maybe I�ll be able to find something I can do without leaving my home.

So that's how things are for me.. Don't know man.. I just hope I win this other lottery I got.. I'll know on the 5th of next month. As I said earlier... I shall change things when I can and while I can't, I'll just go with the flow.

Hugs To: renaye, LostSoul13, elitevillian, The-Muffin-Man, and Mockiller.

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First of all, I didn't win the lottery. Nothing at all. There's another one next month, I'll buy another and see how it goes. My mother who bought also didn't get anything. I wonder if my grandmother did win... She always have the luck for lotteries.

Second of all, Aunt Carol left for Vietnam today, which means I no longer have anything I can just drop by and visit during their working hours, no one to whine at about my mother and to be told back that I sound like my mother and no one to fetch me to my uncle's house just to eat something my grandmother cooked. I also have no one to just unleash a string of profanities on and state the reason at the end of the sentence and also no one to buy things for me when I'm lazy to go out.
If I know I wouldn't be doing much for Econs, I would have went to send her off at the airport. Well, my econs teacher tried to do some small talk during class and it was funny because he usually just quiet. I should've bought extra dark chocolate last weekend.

Thirdly, I'm missing having Estrella-chan around. It's like so near yet so far because she's always busy with her school work and have 6 days a week classes even though she's like 15 minutes away. It gives her very little time to rest and also make her more broke than I am because her art stationaries are god damn expensive! I could only talk to her online at certain times and she doesn't really reply my texts because every minute counts for her.

Lastly, I need to get used to my new phone and the different ring tones I've set. I didn't realise that it was ringing just now and I got 3 miss calls from my roommate. I just heard some music when I know I didn't put on the music and I thought: "Am I on LostSoul13's website?" Anyway, my homework's calling. Laters people!

Hugs To: Chloefoxx, lazypuppy, PinkPanther08, renaye, LostSoul13, and elitevillian.

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Been reading more than I did the past two weekend and I borrowed Wuthering Heights from the library last week. I haven�t started reading yet. Once again, I have to say, I didn�t expect to find the book in the library. I got it renewed today since I most probably am going to go home on Thursday for the weekend. Hope I won�t get into anything big with my mother. I hate to quarrel with her since both of us just started crying after 5 minutes the last time it happened and the fact that she�s giving me my allowance doesn�t entirely help either. If you are wondering why I borrowed Wuthering Heights, it�s because I�ve read the title a dozen times in Twilight and New Moon and couple hundreds of time at the TwilightLexicon forum.

Met up with renaye yesterday, had lunch and went around talking about books and some other stuff and she introduced to me a store where you can buy a book to read and if you sell it back to them in 3 months, you get some of your money back! Found a Lisa Jane Smith book there but I hesistated to buy because:
1) I'm broke
2) I might find it in the library. I forgot to check actually, when I went there today.
3) I got to finish Wuthering Heights first

Tomorrow is when I know if I get any money from my lottery ticket and get back my phone. I hope I can sleep tonight.

I watched PS I Love You, the movie... sucks big time.. It was so lame, I totally can't believe the book is so awesome. I'm on the waiting list to borrow the book. There is 3 people before me... meh! Why did the library only have one copy? And also, I don't want to buy the PS I Love You book in bookstores because I prefer the pink cover than the one of the actors from the movie. I also watched Jumper... It wasn't as nice as I thought it might be but overall I'd say the effects are awesome! I don't know from which book it is based on though. Should be seeing it in the market, heavily advertised soon. I hope when Twilight comes out, they won't change the covers because the original Twilight cover is so much more awesome than the faces of the actors. I also watched Pride and Prejudice. I didn't want the movie to end.. Anyone read the book? Is the ending more detailed in the book?

Have fun people! Especially those who's Spring Break just started. I want mine too but that's not going to happen!

Hugs To: Kaede, LostSoul13, Silver-dot-, renaye, PinkPanther08, and ranor.

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So I got my phone, which made me all giddy and restless. Could hardly sleep even though I'll be passing it to Kaede later to get it wrapped for the weekend. I hope I don't get all giddy and restless when I get it back on Monday though. I just want someone to call me but I know, no one calls me unless I call my mother to call but that's not going to be fun.

On the other news, I met up with my brother yesterday... That idiot was pretty impatient on waiting for me to get there since my class only ends at 4PM because I had to write the test and he called me up at 3.55... but anyway, he paid for dineer at Esquire Kitchen. He just loves to eat there for some unknown reason. I wish I could follow him up to Genting today and at least pretend to be 21 and go into the Casino and gamble. I'm pretty sure I look 21 cause I always look older than how old I really am, only that I don't act my age.

My earphones for my Ipod officially died on me. I got to go get a new one soon because I don't like the headphones that came with my phone. It gets tangled up with itself so easily!! And I need them to watch random stuff on my laptop without borrowing earphones from my roomie. Been borrowing a number of her stuff lately and I don't think she likes it...

Lastly, my previous entry has been passworded to keep the increasingly significant number of unwanted readers out. I can only wish for it to allow NuTangers and my friends to read as usual without needing the password but there is no such option.

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