OR..bowling for soup! Lemme tell you what...it was an awesome concert...I was fucking FRONT ROW and in the middle..so you could see friggin everything..I loved it...the music was great, the guys were great and the bass guitarist was fucking hot..not the fat guy..but the other guy...I signed to him that i loved him and he is like what, why do you love me, and Im like..ugh I dont know b/c you fucking rock, and he smiled and laughed, and everytime he'd look at me..haha he'd give me a weird look..I didnt think he saw it...but he did..it was awesome! he is a mad cutie.. but like, I got the first pick that the lead singer threw.....I swear..I dove on that fucker...haha...then I almost smacked up a girl for the pick I got for Asti..then I had the lead singer toss me his other pick for Heather..:):) Asti and I also got free tshirts from 94 rock..and we bought tshirts...fucking awesome.. I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!! the concert was good..and I called HB and I dont think he could hear it :( hehehe.. but like.. I called him afterwards, so hopefully that made him smile...making him happy makes me happy..he is so awesome! amazing...unbelieveable....:):) I <3 him muches.. :) I wish he was on...totally make the night better.. :(:( oh well..Ill talk to him tomorrow..Im out kids..night

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Had a good day.. :) Had a rough night last night, but it worked out the way it was suppose too.. lol.. :):) HB! WOOHOO! :) Bowling for Soup tomorrow kids! Heck yes..it's going to be rockin...atleast I hope. I kinda hope it rains b/c that is what makes it mad awesome. I went shopping yesterday..heck yes...spent 200 bucks at aero...oops... and like.. another 100 at walmart for school supplies, a rug, and a trash can..I also got this throw from sears that is white and has these red spikes coming out of em.. :) friggin mad awesome! holy fuck...I forgot to call asti..Ill give her a ring in the morning! but..my mom bought heather and I shirts too..haha she bought me a shirt to wear tomorrow, and heather a shirt for school..I bought like two pairs of jeans, a sweatshirt, two shirts, and a little aero jacket thing...they look really nice.. :) DAMN! Ive gone down in sizes... well..I have to wear an xl in shirts with buttons or zips..lmao..my boobs are just wayyy to big for that small shit..plus, I still got a little bit of a tummy and its mad ass nasty when you see big girls like..wear small shirts or whatever and see the rolls...Im so self concious about that..but some girls..woah..they dont even fuckin care..I know Im not the skinnest thing on the block, but at least I cover it up! hehehe I dunno, just some things I notice at the mall..sometimes It comes out..but that is b/c my pants wont fucking stay up b/c I swear I have one of these biggest asses in the world... but thats okay, a lot of people dont seem to mind it..haha so tomorrow..Im opening a savings account, going to jackson hewitt to pick up some papers for MU, running over to MU, getting my finacial aid shit in order, seeing how much I still owe, then ..Im getting a credit card..oh yes my friends.. :):) hahaha.. apply for some more loans..and..I should be good for college and everything.. THEN! Im going to the fair.. and bowling for soup..sounds like a busy day huh? AND in all the middle of that... I have to go with Heath to Hurley's so she can get her check..and like.. deliver some food for a recepition or something.. yes... its fucking crazy.. So anyways... Im tired..and Im going to head out.. :):) HB! I hope you had a wonderful day and I cant wait to talk to you later...you've changed me into the wonderful person I am....just kidding..Im not that wonderful! haha..well..yeah I am..just kidding...Im just a cocky little bitch like that I guess.. :):) MUAHS! Hugs and kisses for you babe...Peace out lovas and hatas...

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.lol i dont care what this looks like, I write in it..then I go over to my beautiful page on myspace..makes my day... :):) hehe

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Well..the troy fair is back yet again... lol.. Im only goin thursday b/c of bowling for soup! Really, I used to go a lot...but its way to fucking boring.. I mean, like Id go there with friends and shit, and we'd be all bored by like.. an hour into it, so why even bother? Iggy, Heath, Ben, and I are going to bowling for soup together so it should be a good time! Grad party was good this weekend! Kinda boring but it livened back up towards the end. :):) Got a nice call from HB, and it just made the night even better. Yeehaw! I also got like two phone calls from a drunk Tabby...haha I love that girl! Well HB is at work right now, so I cant really talk to him, and I cant get anywhere to leave him a msg on his voicemail, so hopefully...Ill talk to him tonight. It's so weird how this whole situation happened, but it's okay... When he comes up to visit his friends around here and stuff I guess we will hang out..Amanda, Ben, and like.. a whole bunch of other people are really good friends with him! Its really scary to think I went to school with him, and like never talked to him. :( Oh well...He is Amanda's ex....which, I asked her if it was okay that we were talking and she said she was cool with it. :) So thats always a good thing... I swear, Im going to be attached to him like the second he gets up here. :) hahaha! He is like, when I leave I wont want to let you go, and Im like..well I wont want to let you go. I stayed up all night thinking about him. Isnt that amazing? Like..literally couldnt sleep and that has NEVER happened to me before. NEVER! "Its like.. cant eat..cant sleep..over the fence..world series's kinda stuff..." .....:):) I definatly couldnt sleep.. hehe we think too much alike and it's kinda crazy. I think it's b/c we are both cancers...we are really in touch with each other b/c we know how each other thinks and feels! It feels really good that maybe he'll come back up here if finds a decent job and stuff like that...it always makes me feel better that its not a like an internet thing and actual people know him and stuff...its not like a random guy who can like..kill you or something! Ugh...people who do that are just stupid.. I guess it could happen, and it has...its just... stupid..stupid.. Id never do it, mad probs to people who have done it though..you have more balls than I do.. I wouldnt want to die, too many scary stories about it. :) Well anyways... :):) Im really happy right now, and I just wanted to leave a message saying that.. :) Im out..peace lovas and hatas...




Snow Patrol - Run:

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

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Incubus everyone....Wish You Were Here

I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind, pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy
Happy

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were...here

I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles a back-lit canopy with holes punched in it
I'm counting UFO's, I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment i am happy
Happy

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were...here
Wish you were here

The world's a rollercoaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are busy in the air, saying

I wish you were here
I wish you were...
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were...here
Wish you were here


waittt one more time! Incubus...I Miss You!

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can´t explain.
So would I be out of line if i said
I miss you.

I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow, next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days
But already I´m wasting away.

I know I´ll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And, I miss You.



:):):) you make me smile.. thanks for the message..totally made my afternoon! haha... I like being in like with boys....:):)

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....make me sad...:) But..Im glad that I dont have to deal with it..hehe

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